Midnight

Strange things tend to happen to me around midnight. I become aware of the state of my reality, and the possibility of everything being false becomes overpowering. The phantoms of voices swim around in my head and it takes considerable energy to keep them from controlling me. And there's an prescense around me, violating my privacy and denying me my peace. In order to bring myself back, I have to empty my mind, kinda like how you restart your computer. Only after I do this can get some sleep.

Do strange things happen to you guys late at night?

Hi,

Nothing strange happens to me at night, except that I feel happier than I do during the day. I do not feel under as much pressure to do things, and I know that bedtime is never far away. I think that you should try to change your pattern of behaviour to see what effect that has on the thoughts in your brain. There's no physical reason why you all-of-a-sudden change at midnight, and I think that it's a purely a psychological issue that you have allowed to develop yourself. As such, you have the power to 'de-develop' it. Do'nt ever be a slave to your own mind dude. If you want to get rid of these nasty things in your head, then tell them to 'bugger off' and just look upon them as being completely silly.

You always have such good things to say, thanks chucky.

I'm gonna stop putting up so many post too. I feel like I'm crowding the forum with every little thought that pops in my head.

No no, you should get into the habit of writing anything you want to. I actually believed that what I said just now was going to hurt you, but Im glad that it has not. It is late here now, and I will therefore go to bed.

Goodnight dude,
Take care,
Kevin