I take my contacts off as I sleep. Tonight I awoke without them and looked at the wall where my paintings are - I had an urge to look the wall - and the image had turned into something else. There was a man, a human, or a zombified machine, bowing down to a godform/entity, which was in this case the fan, and behind the human was another entity which the human was not aware of, with his hands in the human's spine, programming him to do the god's (fan) bidding.
I had long ago noticed that when i just wake from sleeping (as my mind is half conscious in another realm) that the atmosphere would shapeshift, almost as if entities from another realm were trying desperately to communicate.
Who here has experienced this upon waking? The furniture shifts shape as you're half conscious, and they form entities or messages.
Recently I had been visiting a psychiatrist, but he could not fool me. He tried taking me away from my godly path, but it would not work. I am back on my journey.
I wish you all the best.
"/-\__/o\" (he's opening his eyes)