Don't you hate your mom... just kidding... but i do...

Ok. Here's the scoop. I've finally figured it out, that deep down in inside my moms always resented me. She's been divorced twice and as a kid I always was the one she could take her bulls$!# out on. Also my father abondoned her after she became pregnant and I know deep down inside she must hate him for it, actually she has mentioned that he was a big asshole and if their is one thing me and my mom can agree on it's that. With that said I feel like I was put here to be her savior, or her personal puppet. On top of that shes always said that I remind her of my bitch ass dad and her drunken father. Wow how incouraging.

Ok heres the catch. On the outside (finacially and in public) my mom really pretends to care for me it makes her feel good. I guess she does it because it feels good to play the role of mother.

Ok so now that you understand why I'm ###$ and schizophrenic. Let me just add one more thing I really f#$!ing hate my mom!!! No wonder shes been divorced like a hundred times and wonders why she dosen't have a partner. The down side of this is that she takes her #######4 out on me both directly and indirectly. Well I guess she won because I'm like 21 and most likely disabled for life so yeah what ever, gota make the most of it. The only thing that keeps me going is that funeral date cirlcled on a calandar some 30-40 years from now. Oh and by the way did I mention what her brother thinks of her, lol, but that;s a whole nother story. This is a small consellation for being her garbage bag for 21 years.

I'm posting this poll to see wheather their is a relationship between schizophrenics and twisted mothers.

Your mother sounds like mine but luckily I don't live with mine anymore.