by cableart » Thu Oct 13, 2005 10:24 pm
weakpoint - i'm very sorry. it pains me to see you in this state, but i cant help chuckle to myself, remembering i was in your exact position not a year ago...
when i was gion through an episode, i began to question myself and doubt the ideas i had only after some real-world proof i was wrong. remember: ANYTHING can be related to ANYTHING else, we live in a highly subjective world. the problem, i believe, for me (and you) is that sometimes we forget to tune certain coincidences out, and we jump to conclusions VERY FAST - before our conscious minds even hav time to consider an event. and once u catch on to one delusion, another takes its place.
first of all, questions dont answer themselves. for a while i thought the most pure communication was through straight rhetorical questions - by using them u acknowledge the existence of something non-existent. i did try to take a multiple choice test without even reading the answers - i merely translated the questions into answers. i got a 0 on multiple choice, with essay (which i also "translated"). i'm sorry to say, even the brightest of advanced minds would never understand what you meant when you said "The first part of the question is simple. All you have to do is read it right to get the answer. (Hint: Second and third words)."
your verification is completely lacking of any hard evidence related to your allegations. i unfortunately can understand.. how u think this maybe is a metaphor for what is going on to the world right now? changes always happen. there wouldn't be a universe if there weren't drastic changes every nanoseccond. the earth is undoubtedly changing, but it, a living, *evolving* thing, always has been - however not with a population of this magnitude living on it, so there isnt a real way to know how it's going to act. we should technically be in an ice age by now! i dont need god OR an alien race to explain what's been going on. it's all right here under our feet. in fact, if it was some planet coming closer - i'd expect much worse, because you'd have its effects plus the movement of the plates, global warming, etc.
come back down, please - youve admitted you are delusional "but can tell the difference" (then it's not really a delusion is it?) like i said: delusions change faster than u can keep up. one day i was bringing the human race to a new level of thought, the next day i was rabidly chasing a girl who "wanted to marry me." i think if i had caught myself earlier on and not fed my ideas, i wouldn't hav given in to my personal whims so easily.
anywys... one last chance to save yourself: either you are
delusional, or you're being broadcasted signals, but soon it will go away and you will fall back to ignorace with the rest of us, and how high you fly up determines how much harder you're going to hit the ground. i liv my life in the present, and liv for this moment! i didnt plan out 2003, i wont plan out 2011; i wont even plan out tomorrow. be happy with ur knowledge, but avoid acting upon it. what i knew last spring gave me infinite energy and power - but i abused it, thinking i could do more than i could. if thinking the world will end in 2011 helps u cope with the day, so be it... but remember - it's only an idea until 2011 - only then willl it really matter! i myself wouldn't giv a rat's a$$!
-matt