Hi anxiety attacks, a-tom and other posters , i’ve had a hard time lately with any direct access points, they tend to become twisted into weapons of control leverage. I needed to vent this post to get a lot off my chest so excuse any ropey wording or grammar. It’s like a catch 22 ‘king midas’ syndrome. The more your decency expectations are taken away then the more you’re stretched to react like a control tyrant as you try and pin point the root of the responsibility buck (i’m no tyrant by the way). I’ve found it hard even getting on the forum as the twisting tactics try and turn me against those i lean on. I’ve had the same stretch with friends, family, and any direct media.
My solution is to see myself, life and all other id’s and realities as like ‘Hybrid property sub id’s, role playing at what’s controlling what. They form magnetic control cloud clusters of realities within a role playing existence. It’s my philosophy of life, after life and how to cope with their secrets. It’s like i’ve drawn a mind map that only needs the tech details colouring in, the outlines work for any standard boundaries. It’s still ridiculously hard to hit the focus bullseye as the confliction of my thinking to the local climate is a huge stretch.
Gone are the days when i give credibility to halo claiming high grounders, who can’t swim in the magnetic slip stream without arm bands, yet declare that no one else or nothing else is allowed to swim without arm bands just because it makes them feel insecure. There trying to sell a rigged ‘one needed card’ control pack of cards . It’s like a one armed bandit slot machine wearing one arm band, that only pays out if you cluster with the same card they sell. They sell that they can swim but their arm band is visible to all.
They’re like mother Thelma and mother louise claiming to be mother Theresa as they run like forrest gump over a cliff, driven by their fear of admitting their denial at their incapacity to validate their status. It’s a halo status crisis that chokes it’s subscribers with the clingfilm of their own clinginess to false loyalty. They are more threat than any threat they try and prevent. I admit they may mean well but will never admit they do well, especially not in the long term as their logic depreciates more and more and the young they claim to protect suffer because of it more and more.
I see the mother Thelma and louise subscribers as under the same huge stress as those they try and lean on. It becomes like trying to shave off a beard of parasite bee’s that are trying to move away from both their host and their queen at the same time. It’s magnetic stretch stress.
You can see how hard it is if you imagine how often those with high status try and lean on those with low status to habitually sustain their status. It becomes worse when those with lower status have more credibility and validity than those with higher status. That’s already well documented and known about. The real difficulty comes if you try and see how easy it is for high tech id’s to prey on low tech id’s by using their tech advantage to overlap onto the low tech id’s and then demonise the low tech id’s to distract away from their own trigger compensating status habits.
If you then imagine how easily high tech id’s could Russian doll or replicate other id’s it makes finding the buck even harder for low tech id’s like me or other people with sz or not. It’s like trying to find a needle in a haystack without getting needled because the playing fields are’nt level. The high tech id’s could easily also be using external control to manipulate low tech id’s to become seen as the problem instead of the high tech id’s using lack of honest power purity and abusing their power status.
My answer to the impossible mess of triggers is to try and see each id like an in the moment sub id version of the face value id. i then try and thread each magnetic ripple signal from each sub id like a quarterback trying to connect a pass. It’s like guessing at a psychic magnetic ripple completion percentage of proximity to authentic centred perspective, like a golfers proximity to the hole on approach shots and putts.
it’s the art’s and crafts craft of power craft, love craft, honest craft etc. It’s like ‘hover craft respect’ as you try and hover your cross hair guess sights as near as you can to the magnetic centre of authentic power. It reduces short circuits of trying to claim sole responsibility for power or for trying to say other id’s have no power. My attitude is like saying all in the moment sub id’s are pens that write from the same inkwell, but no pens write without communal ink and no pens write with invisible ink. Each pen is unique and the ink that flows through each pen is also in the moment unique. The buck is not exactly traceable as to which pen and ink is doing what but the buck has to stop somewhere if the scripts are falling over a cliff. It needs not just local pressing of charges to any legal or illegal back up, but a credible belief in mutual magnetic current charges like electric charges mutually flowing as they are adjusting any stretching of the buck of accountability and responsibility. It only takes a quiet word to say things are volatile from any id especially so called professional id’s. I try and never pin point the buck but instead try and pinpoint the reasons for the buck to be put in it’s rightful place. High stress stretch from access point leaners and the access points they lean on produces filtered common denominator logical public relations solutions to any conflicting tech standards. The old ‘give us more time’ excuses are blatent flannelling and are like never ending sales adverts that quickly relapse back to another sale with only a laugh or a cry or an ‘oops’ excuse if they are cornered and exposed. The hunters quickly claim to be the victims.
It’s like a hurdles race where you set the standard height for each hurdle by gauging your expectations of the evidence in front of you and your ability and surrounding’s ability to clear the loop hole hurdle height standards. Out of bounds muscle overlaps of security only attract more threats than they prevent. I try and be an open book to make it easier for the buck to be traced. The longer any out of bounds tech blocks balanced power flow then the easier it is to trace the blockers. I’d try and harness the stretch stress overloads into recycled magnetic power and connect directly to all power, like connecting a wind turbine to a solar panel and vice versa etc, so all power sources are connected and consolidated and filtered into purer sustainable power with safer safety nets.
If rebooting a unique id into another unique version of the same id was second nature from day one, it would create cloud control recall that accepted sub id status and hybrid property reality as second nature without any naivity of short circuits and leverage parasiting that cause so much stretch and blockages and sz like status issues for those classed as sz and those who do the classing who have their own delusional status logic conflictions. It could be like magnetic fishing with a multi rod with one tech bait then connecting to a bigger bait and then bigger etc from deeper power source depths. the potential is huge and out weighs any short term threats of risk and reward.