Schizophrenia, Psychic, and our Government 1

the government has been controlling my life for the past 14 months!!!

I am being stalked/tracked by an evil illuminati agent who is half human and reptilian my entire life and brainwashing me so I don't remember who I am. Because I'm actually archangel Uriel. I've several blood tests but for some reason they don't want to tell me because I would find out. It appears that I have the most rarest blood type of all! It's actually AB-, and even worse, I'm an Asian! The agent has been paid millions for keeping me from helping others, and they even traumatized my soul that is in pieces (like Nicki Minaj), but they've been more lenient now because they know that they've already lost the war and that alot of people have already ascended... which is why I finally found out. I guess I'm ok with the fact that I've been brainwashed my whole entire life, because I know my soul chose this path. And the reptilian agent changed my face when I was younger. The face I have now isn't the same as before. It is effed up!!!! These people traumatize your soul every second by murdering it and brainwashing you so you think you aren't. And this is probably how you get soulless people, but that is probably the computers murdered them. My soul is alot stronger so it'll need more traumatizing so that's why the government hired someone to traumatize and brainwash me. I'll let you know that those guests you see are tracking this page.

I actually got sent to the hospital like twice already for schizophrenia. My mother is actually 100% a real human but my dad is probably 30% reptilian! This makes me 15% reptilian, but that doesn't stop them from getting to keep an archangel down. The big secret to why they can control your life so easily even though humans should know what is bad for them and what is not is because reptilians can get into soulless humans pretty easily and mind control them somehow. You will be able to see this by looking into their eyes. They change into slits, because they are using the soulless humans like puppets! There is no such thing as nice doctors nowadays. And this is really, really hard to type because they are brainwashing me every second! It's why you might have trouble remembering things. I know this because one has been controlling MY life ever since I was born. Ever since I was 9 or 10, they changed my face and implanted new memories into me! I didn't even know I called myself princess Uriel, nor did I remember my past friends except for a few. Great, they just brainwashed me. I don't remember what I was supposed to say next but it was important. Ok well, my mom knew about it because she has been watching me for my entire life. She knows there is something outside of our forces controlling us. But she's not doing much about it except listen to the scattered pieces of my soul because telepathy is real. They're telling her to do things because they're threatening her saying she'll lose her office when you know that they have alot more plans than that.

Edit: What I wrote up there is like nonsense because I'm getting brainwashed!! I think I'm like the last person to know this stuff !!! :c It feels like everyone knows about it but me.

i'm not afraid to tell you this because they don't actually want to kill me because then I would be able to ascend and become a spirit guide for everybody. They also can't really send me back to a hospital or anywhere because I'm only just an average teenage girl in disguise. I'm sure some of you know me and the evil reptilian shapeshifter. And I'm still being brainwashed big time. ..... My soul is crying out for me

Edit: I was really brainwashed before I found out something these past few weeks. But I'm not brainwashed anymore.......... but the agent is brainwashing me like every second and traumatizing my soul for the money!! I don't know how I survived school like this. I actually got great grades this semester.

mutthumara50 wrote:the government has been controlling my life for the past 14 months!!!

How can they be controlling your life

I believe mind control is real but it's not the government playing with your head.

They also pay people (or drones/ soulless people) to write stupid comments or arguments for money!

Looks like the government is still up to no good.. well I hope you've all learned something from this blog/my other blogs.

Take care

Mark

a2f wrote:I believe mind control is real but it's not the government playing with your head.

Exactly.

mutthumara50 wrote:Looks like the government is still up to no good..

What are you talking about? There are very evil parts of gov., but not all of it is bad. There are a LOT of folks in gov. who really do no harm, and they don't track anyone or control anyone.

By the way, you'd never know who's actually doing good, but there are some who are working very hard. This is something that I know for a fact.

did you learn something from your experience with telepathy, sounds like you got in over your head...need to practice self-disciplin to really tune perception and know what is illusion and what is real.

I read all the posts on this thread and yeah you sounded better before you went to psych and made things go weird then you sore the faces of the government leaders...I remember you say one said that you not get laid again, I know that happens with psych drugs.

Are you able to still practice? hope you can move past feeling responsible for stand-ins etc bec ause it is impossible to prove....

I had a thought that you were going to suggest that barack has clones hiding somewhere because stand-in certainly no malcom x no offence but the likeness is clone like, I cN;T TELL THE DIFFERENCE

aS FOR THE FACIAL EXpressions I can only say that it was a mistake or something barack did but not replicated again, maybe he'd do it or something about his state of mind during that period of time, was it the same speech he was giving?

Sorry I don;t see it your way, I hope you can move past it if not already, some of you early material was good and yeah I believed you were normal until it all got out of hand.

My experience was with astral entities and beings from another plane of existance, some telepathic communicators aren;t human but are deviant earth bound spirits...getting into this stuff just makes one sound crazy if not reactions to having it on the mind all the time lead to stress and the stress causes problems.

I'm not sure about psych attacks, I think I been on the other side and the worst was the use of black magic, at least thats what I thought was going on I'm not sure what "attacking faces" would do other then cause you stress if not from having their faces in your mind or the anger and getting off a noble path would lead to illusion.

I hope maybe you learned about self-control and mindfullness then you be able to live with your experience, glad you didn;t get done for weed dealing by the DEA

you seem like an alright bloke please don;t worry if I offended you and not want to prove about standins, maybe your actually lucky you didn;t kill anyone for you;d have more on your plate plus the fear of your own power to inflict injury through telepathy..
I attacked a psychiatrist and he has left the local psych services and sore him looking weary and disjointed, I hated him for wanting to put my meds up on a drug that was causing me chest pains and I feared seizures etc, I astrally projected as much as possible to occupy his perception and maybe thats all anyone needs to get ill is focus on another realm of existance, he was an unbeliever and i wanted to make him a believer like what happened to you when your life became about telepathy...I went off the drug an had a breakdown relating to sleeping schedual, couldn;t sleep during the day and hadd mania from sleep deprivation.........I can only guess karma catched up on me or I opened the door for myself to be a victim of astral threats with ongoing attack from vampire like species, not sure if they were earthlings of from a planet that I reached through lucid meditation experience where I met gods of the planes of heaven, was warned not to go off the page and did into darkness to meet extraterrestrials that were more hostile toward me.

I think a lot of experiences from third eye etc are a kind of illusion or of a different reality then the material existance...what you were describing early on I can relate too definately, but I've ha experiences with a dream like fantasy where people I know are in my dreams and occupy space through astral projection and telepathy, although I always doubted whether they were conscious of intruding in my space or it was a karmic thing from when I had astral projected to torment others and I deserve to be unnerved by that happening to me also [when its based on lower emotional stuff better dealt with in other ways]

my point is that some of this stuff is illusion, or from a different dream like reality or the astral dimension, like I got into trouble when my sister in her teenage years entered my dreams, or others that were going to make my space hostile for me and I ended up retreating and getting caught by police in chronic sleep deprivation that makes for schizophrenia diagnosis even though I had insight into the illusive world I was fixated on

I can only guess that political leaders would deal with psychic atacks of common men and women through their feelings and as you say if you are tuned in we can share feelings through telepathy, for me this only makes me want to meditate and learn to be in control like self-disciplin so as not to disturb anyone....I've lost interest since antipsychotic treatment, luckily I can still remember parts of who I used to be.


And yeah i never really got to confirm any of my experiences with astral friends and foes from who I knew, perhaps I'll never know if others can witness interracting with me astrally, although I heard the local girl at take-away shop say the name christine since I was involved with an astral love thing with christine and didn;t want to upset her with the take away shop girl, if I had more sence I would have tried to talk to her in reality instead of astral sex yet others like angels that were in my space warned against her for some reason. or whether some characters it is symbolically built up over time and can inflict astral contact from different point in time which makes it confusing I guess. more like its a form of daydreaming that blows the mind how much of a world it takes on of its own.

did you mention the freemasons yeah...so maybe some of us have dealings with the illuminate, they would have technology to be able to tare us to shreds through spiritual technology or hardwiredd stuff and secret technology to make us seem schizophrenic, perhaps there is a secret agenda to keep us all in herd mentality and to strike down anyone who opens up to a world of telepathy a matter for security..antipsychotics certainly dumb us down enough to give up on belief and faith in ourselves and forbidden to learn about esoteric stuff...

Actualy one of the things I had happen recently is with "psych ops" not sure where they came from but they arived in great numbers to my home astrally and with the same tech I posessed in my astral journeys through different levels of heaven and outerspace in a spaceship...I was already sick of astral intruders so i became hostile and they started shooting me and it kinda hurt too but maybe only because I believed it could inflict injury over my physical body.... I wonder if elite forces are trained in things like telepathy or remote viewing , some say this is an agenda of the CIA.

I say you got the wrong end of the stick and are actually a victim not so much that you won a battle but they got the better of you when they made youfeel like your life was in threat and started acting out on your inner world vision like a self-fulfilling prophecy into being considered schizpprenic with the world turning their back on you or people only suggesting you need to see a psychiatrist to get dumbedd down... all I can suggest is to less fixate on the psych attack with the government and learn mindfullness for your telepathy so your fears don;t get the better of you so you can be rock solid and not give way to their wishes to make you seem crazy--or if you leave it alone it will leave you alone. you are in control of fixating on negative stimuli and getting involved and making a mess of youself with psychic attack and corrosive emotional patterns

Hope you can recover!
bye