Delusions

I think the worst part of schizophreniz for me is the delusions. They allways seem to be a catch 22 with me.Like for instance for a while almost 8yrs off and on I would believe that people could read my mind but noone would tell me the truth because the goverment or god had told them not to it was just against the rules to talk about the hidden world of telepathy. So i figured that when people tell me told me that they couldnt hear me it was all just part of it. LIke i said it took me eight years to figure out that it wasnt the case and that i was truly ill. The biggest problem I have now is physics. I have gotten into physics like what the bleep do we know and parallel universes ,things like that. They just seem to feed my delusions and a theory of everything is up for grabs.No one knows if there is an afterlife or not and no one knows if there are Gods. Then there is quantum wierdness like particles being in two places at once and entanglement that the scientifice comunity say gives evidence for other dimesions and other worlds being right here.The multiple worlds theory really drives me up a wall becuase I wonder if I am in someway connected to these other worlds through gravity sence gravity is supposed to be the only thing that connects the other worlds or other dimensions to us.I am just wondering if anyone else has a problem with physics like I do. I would really like to hear your thoughts if you do.Reality is wilder than my delusions....

Hi,

I think that yiou should allow your delusions to happen and to try to enjoy them. If they become too scary/hurtful, however, then just laugh them off. For the less harmful ones, just be aware that they are what the are - i.e. delusions - and have no real substance in the real world. The Universe is a very interesting topic, and maybe you should explore more of this. You don't come across as being in too bad a state, judging from your post.

Kevin

Physics is getting more and more complex as the years go on. I believe that physics in 1000 years will be beyond our comprehension.

Perhaps there is going to be a merging of spirituality with science, where we can develop supernatural powers.

For instance, aliens are known to appear beside peoples beds at night. How do they get there? The answer is that they obviously have supernatural powers and there is proof of this already.

Just look at the videos on YouTube of people doing psychokinesis. I think largely science is in denial of powers such as teleportation, psychokinesis and precognition, but hopefully that will change.

I'm also having a delusional , I can see my past events and hear voices from the past infront of me , I can ask to see someone I can see him , when I ask my mind to see beautifull things and beautifull events I can see , it is really interesting ...everything has stopped with medication respirdal , I 'm also an engineer working on telecom ( analysis , design and development and implementation of whole billing system for GSM and PSTN operators ) .....I was in love with physics like you .....Can you see imaginary objects ?....Thanks,