Philo wrote:Irishguy wrote:I'm pretty drunk [...]
I'm not sure putting a poison into your brain while you're slipping into mental illness will help...
I know, but I was back from the nightclub after being out with friends. For me, after yesterdays craziness (Today isn't too bad, BTW, am completely in control of... whatever the hell is going on) it was a big big deal to meet up with friends and perform normally in a social situation. The 'analytical' mind was there all the time, but I did well to ignore it.
I'm really scared how it will mess up my concentration. My entire life so far has involved reading books - If I can't even concentrate for an entire paragraph whats the point in me even bothering any more??