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Am I skitz? Would luv ur opinion on my experiences ..

Postby Blabble » Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:24 am

Well I sometimes see flashes of light above my head and often get like tics which feel funny and make my head twitch backwards. Once I saw a thing in the middle of the room that looked like a little lightning bolt which was surrounded in a yellow glow for half a second and then it dissapeared. I have had an experience where I have waken up and have tried to get back to sleep when I hear like this machanical wining noise and my whole body started to vibrate, it felt like all this energy was going through my head ( I could describe it as if god was touching me or I was being healed).
I have heard voices on two occasions while I was in my room at night, I couldnt get to sleep so I just layed there and all of a sudden I heard this strange whispery like distorted voice talking to me, I couldnt understand it and prayed to god because I was scared and it left. Another time I heard another voice and I could faintly make out certain words so I knew the voice was a mans voice ... I heard the words life, what and most of the other words were distorted unrecognisable and whispery ... the thing followed me around the house whispering to me and I heard the floor boards squeak as I think it walked up to me, then I heard like a funny gushing noise which was quiet and it dissapeared. I thought they could have been ghosts at the time, on the first experience I thought I was going mad though. On a few occasions I have been doing somthing and have lost all thoughts out of my head .. like when I tried to think about somthing I couldnt think. I have also on two ocassions had intrusive thoughts. Once when I was in bed I auto woke up and thought about going somewhere and rendering someone unconcious .... the other time I auto just switched and thought about killing animals, afterwards I was like wth was I thinking, luckily on both occasions I told myself that I was too tired and just went on with my routine. About 6 months ago I was relaxing on my bed with my eyes closed and got a flash of high rise buildings with steam rising above them and I drew the picture down on a peice of paper, then about a month ago I threw the paper out and just recently in New York the steam pipe exploded and all steam rose above the buildings like in my vision, I wonder if this is coincidence or ... psychic abilities maybe?
Do you think theres somthing wrong with me or do you just think im a little accentric or maybe mad? Skitzophrenic maybe? Im 17 BTW.
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Postby Chucky » Sun Aug 12, 2007 7:47 pm

Hey,

The symptoms you have described are similar to ones that schizophrenics have. However, I am not going to say either way whether you have it or not. You must go to a doctor about this. Considering you are under 18 years of age, I suggest talking to your parents first, however.

Take care,
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Postby Philo » Mon Aug 13, 2007 2:57 pm

Sometimes parents don't believe their children about stuff like this, so be persistent if they don't believe or talk to a school councillor. Good luck.
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