Does anybody experience guilt?

Hey everyone, I am wondering whether you also experience the following.

I had voices which have pretty much gone since starting a course of Olanzapine. Do others find it difficult to know whether they were right to start a course of medication? Even guilt for doing so?

While I really did not enjoy having voices in my head a lot of the time, it is also the case that the voices were not just negative but I felt were trying to help me to express myself more creatively and to be more myself around people.

I always feel a bit touchy around the subject of medication because it seems like killing a little piece of yourself which some people don't appreciate. At the same time I am happy to have more space in my head lately.

It would be nice to hear whether others have had similar relationships to voices and whether they are ever concerned as I am that the existence of voices may represent more than just an illness that has to be treated.

Peace to everyone

Yes it's kind of like your inner voice is out of whack and picking up static and other stations. Paranoia is not healthy so the medications are a must. Sometimes I want to try to stop taking them but I remind myself of how delusional I was.

i used to talk to them a lot, we decided what to do with the day, what to eat, we are ( my name) things like that, they try to help, but they also got trapped in the paranoia, they told me who was reading my mind, who is going to attack me, you know, the usual, but they were supporting me, helping me always, they just got caught with me by those hallucinations and delusions, that was my problem with the voices, before that, before my 24 year birthday, i was talking to them instead of real people and we were normal in everyones eyes, i did behave normal with everyone

It can happen in anyone's life. As everyone is a human being and can fell all sorts of feelings whether it is about guilt or any other feelings.