Ultimate Family betrayal conspiracy robbery and set up schiz

This happened to me right. I was set up schizophrenic by an auntee and robbed of a bank account, it , and I was rude to her about not wanting food and forced to eat a sandwich that was horrible they wre really mean to me but I went on upset about what I did to my cousin during her childhood and a recent suicid of a cousin broght out molestation stuff that I had a breakdown over my own tendencies after doing a seance to talk to my dead grandfather...so messup over this I might have said something to my autnee.....

but to the details sorry for the tangents....a voice asked "can you trust her" my auntee and then wrote out a bank account number and my auntee noticed it was a bank account number got a shotgun under her jacket somehow worked out which bank it was from and took me to the bank.....lights were coming out of the sign and exteriour of the bank so my recollection cant telll which bank....but I should say I think I know because I was on campus when haveign meltdown and talked to this guy and saisd something to him and he got his checkbook out and wrote me a check for 200,000 dolars and was my first episode really family didn't know what to do with me my mum and dad, I was a bit a mess over university studies and sleep deprivation change in life direction and marijuana use....anyway to the interesting details so it happened that I had een taken to my auntee's plafce

sorry I had trouble with writing in a different place through that last paragraph and couldn't be bothered editing it so it would make more snese.

on the way to the bank she said she was going to set me up as a schizophrenic, she really took advantage of me

Problem is taht its been over 7years and bank recordes are destroyed so it was hidden in my memory for a very long time before I remembered....I was prescrivbed antipsychaotic for stuff to do wtith metaphysics I was interested idn from university studies, philosophy of science and got given antipscyhaotifcs based on what my parents said about the cannabis use and stuff they said I was pscychaotic even though I was doing things ike hearing a voice wto write out a bank @@@@@@@ number that was mine that I too first episode ish to remember the guy taht gavbe me the huge check andntook the check to a different bank...

I am full of regrets f9ior not taking the check to my usual bank account that was aroound the courner on camppus, the guy wanted to see I took it to a bank straight away...so turens out I remembered infront of my autnee....

I not even sure what was going on for me this time I took antipsyhotics for the first time I forgot about the worries about pedophelia, didn't mean anything to me anymore even though it had cause d a breakdown and doing a seance by myself, the andlye flames went huge and guess I got into it but didn't really gain much from it....my cousin had committed suicide and her life a mess befcauwe of him and stuff I did to my cousin I thought was the same even though I was basically a child too, and we used to play but I would grope her but she didn't really care or remember really I was very gentle abobut it, stuff when I used to come into her bedroom at night wen aroused over her and try not to wake her up, that was pretty sick...I am wondering If i said something to my auntee before writing the bank acocount number out and thats why everyone forgot about it ever happening, but being put on antipscyhoticsdidn't help those issues I guess taht belongs on a different forum eing on antipsychotic I get bad in what like to masturbate over but I think that is just the damage the anitpsychoatic that has over knowing the right wasy to live it can't continue and maybe do something about it when off antipscyhtoci and getting with people around me instead of consealing wayward sexuality a bit of healthy paranoia about what consequences are of secret fantasies taht involve other people that might effet them although this seems fairly safe it might have consequences for the people involved at least it seems they catch onto it and might be confused by what it means, I have met adults who have sensed guys checking out her arse when she was very youung, I guess when they grow up they might know what they were feelings even though I over compesnate with gods and archangels metatron who is good for chidren I shine light on them, I am very caring and could never let my guard down with an actual child like do stuff to them like my grandfather did...I regretted that my family kept ti seret when finding out from the girls in the family and the truth came out about him maye I wouldn't have done that stuff to my cousin...maybe best instead of taking anitpsychotic taht time agfter my auntee had robbed me for being crazy, I remember the teller saying "he looks alright!" but sharme my auntee must have been convincing that I am having a break down and she needs to take over my bank account, bitch...christmass's are interesting nowd, I don't bring it up very much just the psychaitrist tried to humiliate me by bringing it up infront of people overlooking the meeting..
.for a while it was good with an astral lover from ET origin she was perfect but since I gone off my medication after a long time on 100mg hlaoperidole. so getting in my better memory recoall to see if I acan get any clues....pretty bad I was set up as a schizophrenic when I just seeking purity and karmic bilss, I sure I was close to god the whole time.this was my apparent first episode, my parents got worse with some truamatic stuff taht happened to me, I was hung in a noose and treated it as a joke hanging out with some bbad oot heads, I was thinking someone after me and found out from a strange girl at the local bar it was a country town she said I knew her e partner that had gone to jail that hung out at the same place , she reassured me I was ok even though I wasn't sleep deprived or manic again, my parents were just too dumb and easily educated to think I was shcizophrenic and should be punnished for smoking weed by getting sent to the looney bin...there was a car accidentwhen I just got us out of having a near headon collission with a truck the drver froze, he was druck dickhead trying to pass with a truck coming the other way, we cut off the carivan and they must have jacknifed and hit the truck.....I balnked out about it wand wondered why he was drinving so slow, I had amnesia aobut the accidednt and funny enough hardly anone talked about it, that was a conspiracy and I wnet to the looney bin and had that one blocked for good out of my memory...untill I started having these memories from after 6years freedom from pscyahitry in 2011 is when I remembered.

The psychaitrists don't even mention anything aobut them and say my memory is fine but don't believe me about any of this , its pretty improtant stuff but the just ignore it,,,, my psychaitrist thinks its a new one each thime.>>I got into the original memory about the bank account in 2013 when I was refusing treatemtnet so the psychaitarist just find more eveindence I am schizoprhenic from it though its huge this really happened and I was set up as aschizophreni if I ever talked about it, so I already set up so I made phaone alles from the forced hospitalisation for refusing treatemtn and went off at my family but they were quick to tell the psychaitrists about me calling about the bback account and calling my auntee about it, she said she couldn't remember, but I hope she ddoes remember and feels like $#%^ about it...its there anything I should do...maybe by oming clean off these pscyhaitric drugs I actually do something aobut them like getting that idiot who said I tripping on acid when I asked aout the car accident because the thing that gets me in trouble is a book appeared in the bakc seat after the accident and nobody knew whos it was they said I should keep it it had some weird symolic llanguage in it I regret not keeping it so I asked him about it and he said I was tripping but I reckon he reembered because he blocked me from facebook I never said anything else jsut polite and all asked about the acident and the book I was interested in tracking it down, didn't methion I only remembered after 6yeares freedom from pscyha wards when I relived every detail of the experience, still it makes no sense to the pscyahitrsit.

i said enough seeya ater and feel free to comment on the bank account and how you reckon I should feel about it, does it just sound too far fetched, she went into bank with gun under her jacket and took control of my bank @@@@@@@...pretty disturbed I should be but I get a slight feeling after giving up antipscyhaotics and more clarity in memories, not sure what I fveel from it...nothing much going on upstaiers when I remember.

sorry its so long...