Do I have schizophrenia?

For a few years now I've been hearing and seeing things that others can't and sometimes they asked me to do things, such as start a fight with someone I don't even know, and recently this has been about 95% of the time, and I don't know what's real and what isn't, I feel like I'm in some sort of void, everything disappears and I hear voices of people I know, but I don't understand what they're saying, I can't answer simple questions like: "what's your name?" although I know the answer it's like I don't notice that someones talking to me. I'm always scared too, but I don't know what of, I just have the feeling that something terrible is going to happen because of me, unless I do everything a certain way. The things I see are getting more scary and I can't do anything to stop them, they hurt me when I do something wrong, especially if it's something I always do, like hold my breath when I'm in the kitchen, and sometimes they make me do things that could kill me and I don't want to but if I don't then something bad's going to happen. Sometimes it's okay, like now, there's just one of them and he's not hurting me and I know what I'm thinking, but it's getting worse and I'm really scared, they keep telling me that if I say anything then they'll kill me, but that typing is okay as long as no-one knows who I am. I think that if they don't go away and I can't stop doing things to stop bad things from happening then either I'm going to kill myself, or they'll kill me. I'm really scared, what should I do?

I think you should go and see a psychiatrist in order to get a proper diagnosis. From the looks of things, though, it sounds as though you're suffering from some sort of delusions or hallucinations, which is sad because you seem like such a nice person.

Good luck to you and try to find a psychiatrist or therapist to talk to.

Kaitoicecream wrote:For a few years now I've been hearing and seeing things that others can't and sometimes they asked me to do things, such as start a fight with someone I don't even know, and recently this has been about 95% of the time, and I don't know what's real and what isn't, I feel like I'm in some sort of void, everything disappears and I hear voices of people I know, but I don't understand what they're saying, I can't answer simple questions like: "what's your name?" although I know the answer it's like I don't notice that someones talking to me. I'm always scared too, but I don't know what of, I just have the feeling that something terrible is going to happen because of me, unless I do everything a certain way. The things I see are getting more scary and I can't do anything to stop them, they hurt me when I do something wrong, especially if it's something I always do, like hold my breath when I'm in the kitchen, and sometimes they make me do things that could kill me and I don't want to but if I don't then something bad's going to happen. Sometimes it's okay, like now, there's just one of them and he's not hurting me and I know what I'm thinking, but it's getting worse and I'm really scared, they keep telling me that if I say anything then they'll kill me, but that typing is okay as long as no-one knows who I am. I think that if they don't go away and I can't stop doing things to stop bad things from happening then either I'm going to kill myself, or they'll kill me. I'm really scared, what should I do?

Honey, I would go see a psychiatrist, it sounds like a pretty good chance that you have schizophrenia, don't rely on my answers though, you have to get a proper diagnosis. Once those voices are telling you to hurt yourself or put you in danger that's when you need to seek help before it gets even worse.

Does your family have a record for schizophrenia? If they do then there's a pretty good chance you will get it.