So, I've been posting on this site for some time now about the innability to consumate our marriage, trust issues. A somewhat new revelation that my wife may be in the early-mid stages of paranoid schizophrenia has managed to both simplify and complicate our relationship simultaneously. On one hand, if this has been something that has been slowly developing over several years, than her inability to trust me that has prevented us from making love throughout out relationship may be a result of this condition. On the other hand, this awful diagnosis needs immediate attention: finding the right treatment and getting her to willing accept whatever therapy and medications are prescribed (she has completely accepter her delusions of being the target of a conspiracy as a reality); and this has effectively pushed our intimacy issues to the back burner...
I have been battling with the idea of seeking an annulment off and on for a few years now, and we even seperated for about 11 months last year as she went to live with her family in India while I looked for work in LA. I am however still in love with her. I flew out to India after noticing her paranoid postings on FB, and after she lost her job after telling her boss's son about her paranoid theories she lost her job. Her family was apperantly oblivious to her condition, and so I took her back in, and we have been trying to work on things since August.
Now I just feel completely sapped of energy and I just don't know what I should do now...