Schizoid Playlist

Hello people ....
I am from the Czech Republic, there is really #######5 weather and the government too ...
I spend all day at home, I yawned not stress what pisses me so.
not slept two days ... I do not take drugs ... in a few hours go to psychiatry for the first time. I'm 20
I do not look bad at all, because I lived quite nice and on the money (I'm out of work completely isolated) I have not finished school ... 5 times I tried it ... year I was already completely at home in the ass ... I smoked weed and played online games. But now come the disease ... I do not know what it is, but it tethered ... loses the pigment of my eyes .. and creates me some crap in my body., .. if I smoke I have bad trips ... And I smoked two years often ... I quit two months because I can not give you that .... a few hours it comes ... I have not slept, I waited a month, which took the time, he will not go anywhere, I'd be pissed and arrogant.
I waited with this music .. nirvana ... Alice In Chains, Pearl Jam ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eipuJPgHFZk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEwlUXMsPEY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktkc9-3mzqk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oy1thcbV37s

btw I LOVE TRANCE GOA

Some not so average hip hop. (Aesop Rock and Illogic)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4t3Z4y3Y1w
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Rkf5H7J-S0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0mcEw7MAmQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOjKVhPNCMo

Recently I've been playing Mykonos by Fleet Foxes on repeat when I actually don't want my mind to wander. So I guess you could actually call it my anti-schizoid anthem.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DT-dxG4WWf4

Stay Home by Self

I believe in self-assertion
Destiny is like diversion
Now it seems I've got my head on straight

I'm a freak without provision
Seems I've made the right decision
Try to turn back now, it might be too late

And it's off to the morning and back again
Same old day, same situation
The happiness is back as if to say

I wanna stay home today
Don't wanna go out
If anyone comes to play
Gonna get thrown out
I wanna stay home today
Don't want no company
No way
Yeah , yeah, yeah

A simple life's my cup of tea
I don't need nobody but me
What I wouldn't give just to be left alone

I wanna be a millionaire someday
And know what it feels like to give it away
Watch me march to the beat of my own drum

And it's over and over and over again
Same old day, same situation
The happiness is back as if to say

*chorus

Rain, rain every day
Everyone would just stay away now
Come another day
Come another day

(Musical Break)

I wanna stay home today
I wanna stay home today,
I wanna stay home, stay home, stay home, stay h-

*chorus x2

Goa and PsyTrance. Though I play some bluesy electric guitar, it's psytrance that connects instantly, and every time. It's the closest I've come to 'love at first sight' with anything. It has nothing to do with this world, really off-planet music. BTW, I live close to Goa and use to go to watch live sets.

As many others have mentioned, lyrics having become inconsequential and adds value only as an instrument.

My favorite schizo song: Carnival by Natalie Merchant (from 10000 Maniacs)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqZ7HaE5 ... re=related

'Well, I've walked these streets
A virtual stage, it seemed to me
Makeup on their faces
Actors took their places next to me

Well, I've walked these streets
In a carnival, of sights to see
All the cheap thrill seekers vendors and the dealers
They crowded around me

Have I been blind have I been lost
Inside myself and my own mind
Hypnotized, mesmerized by what my eyes have seen?'

BTW, someone mentioned Schizoid.in for streaming music...it's run by a girl I know, and she is quite schizoid IMO.

I just can't imagine life without music. It's basically my only real connection with the world. Without music I would probably just wither and die. (Poetical, huh?)

My first musical love affair happened when I was 7 or maybe 8. I started listening to a best-of tape of Simon & Garfunkel my father had bought. I just couldn't stop listening again and again.

your "Schizoid (or secret schizoid like myself) Anthem" or a schizoid themed song

Easy peasy. Neko Case's "Hold on, hold on". (For those who don't know it yet, Neko Case is God.)

The most tender place in my heart is for strangers
I know it's unkind but my own blood is much too dangerous
Hangin' round the ceiling half the time

Compared to some I've been around
But I really tried so hard
That echo chorus lied to me with its
"Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on"

In the end I was the mean girl
Or somebody's in-between girl
Now it's the devil I love
And that's as funny as real love

I leave the party at three a.m.
Alone, thank god
With a valium from the bride
It's the devil I love
And that's as funny as real love
And that's as real as true love

My musical taste is pretty broad though. These are some of my other absolute favourites (yup, I know it's long).

M83 - Intro

Björk - Jóga
Ellen Allien - Stadtkind (there's a better remix but I can't find it on youtube)
Feist - Caught a long wind
First Aid Kit - Emmylou
Fleet Foxes - Helplessness blues
Florence and The Machine - Only if for a night
Grizzly Bear - Two weeks
Imogen Heap - Canvas
Junip - In every direction
Kate Havnevik - Unlike me
Keren Ann - Seule
Kings of Convenience - Misread
Kleerup & Robyn - With every heartbeat
Laura Veirs - Where gravity is dead
Lykke Li - Untitled
M83 - Kim & Jessie
Marnie Stern - For Ash
Thao & Mirah - Eleven
Múm - Asleep on a train
Neko Case - Magpie to the morning
The New Pornographers - The bleeding heart show
Peterlicht - Das absolute Glück
Robyn - Call your girlfriend
Róisín Murphy - You know me better
Röyksopp - Happy up here
Röyksopp - Remind me
Röyksopp - This must be it
Röyksopp - What else is there? (this one's pretty schizoid too)
School of Seven Bells - Half asleep
School of Seven Bells - Windstorm
Sia - Clap your hands

I could explain in detail what each one of them means to me, but it would take forever. (Feel free to PM me if you're curious.)

it's another day - the death set

Finally looked outside today
Aware of all these things astray
Counted down, 5, 3, 2…
Walked outside anyway
It’s still there, never goes away
Just changes form with the thoughts I say
I’m trying to wallow in the hope of what can be
Not what’s been taken away

Hey Hey It’s Another Day!
Seen another day, its another day, seen another day

Finally looked outside today
Aware it will never be the same
Aware that everything has changed
And damn right this feeling hasn’t gone away
I’m filled with words and nothing to say
Sad that you left life this way
But now, there is no choice
But for us all to look to another day

The laziest Gal in Town by Marlene Dietrich


Nothing ever worries me,
No one ever hurries me.
I take pleasure leisurely
Even when I kiss.
But when I kiss they want some more,
And wanting more becomes a bore,
It isn't worth the fighting for,
So I tell them this:

It's not 'cause I wouldn't,
it's not 'cause I shouldn't
And you know it's not 'cause I couldn't
It's simply because I'm the laziest girl in town

Though I'm more than willing to learn
How these girls get so much extra money to burn
Every little proposition I choose to turn it down,
way down

My poor heart is achin'
to bring home some bacon
And when I find myself alone and forsaken
It's simply because I'm the laziest girl in town

Mindless Self Indulgence - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTYglO2EkWM

Get Back Loretta - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pv3K1d5F6U8

MSI is amazing. I've been to two of their shows and both time have just lost my $#%^. Seriously the first time I was in a mosh pit and got one of my glasses lenses knocked out. One of my friends was bleeding, but he didn't notice it. The whole night just violent sexy rock.

Frenzal Rhomb- Can't move into my house

Hope you don't think I'm rude
###$ You
Hope you don't think I'm precious
###$ You
Hope you see I'm well adjusted:
I can't stand the sight of you
Don't wanna be startin somethin
Don't want to antagonise,
All I said was something simple:
I can't stand the sight of you,
I can't stand the sight of you.
Don't believe, don't believe the words
I don't believe all the things I've heard about you.
I will be saying this in your defense:
I'd rather eat a fridge full of arses than know you.
And I've tried with all my might to see past
all you failing but I've failed to give a ###$
You're a ###$, you're a joke,
You're a clown, take your pants down,
Get ###$ you ######6 ###$
no you can't move into my house.

With a range of ethics that are quite perverse
You're sitting in the centre of your own universe
Not content to sit upon the fence, you'll fall
either way ignoring common sense
I look into your eyes and seen a haze
of your twisted sensibilities and little saving grace.

I believe, I believe the words, of your
best friend when he likened you to a steaming turd.
And when he said he wished that you were dead,
It was the most intelligent thing that anyone's ever said.
And I've tried with all my might to see past
all your failings but I failed to give a ###$.