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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby coldplayer » Thu Feb 23, 2012 4:12 am

I have two. First, one of my roomies got put out of our on campus apartment and was suspended. I woke up that morning at the beginning of the semester and heard her crying in the living room (my room is on the outskirts of it. Have to pass it). I wasn't aware of that at the time. I was already dressed and ready to try to be a good girl this sem and go to class. I thought someone died the way she was crying. I stayed in my room for like 2 hours avoiding the awkwardness to come while she packed. I missed class. She was still crying on and off and packing in the living room. I was just like ###$ it. Ill deal. I went out there BC I had to pee. Thought coast was clear. FAIL! She was sulking on the couch. I didn't know what to say. I figured it'll be crass to ask what's wrong and I couldn't pretend to care. All I could say was... Uhh want me to help u pack? She obviously rejected lol *awkward*
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby coldplayer » Thu Feb 23, 2012 4:30 am

And for the awkwardness I'm avoiding now... So I've been in my room listening to music since I got in. I had my earphones blasting and the covers over my head and I'm singing lol. Listening to music is like my only hobby. Don't judge me. I happen to take the covers off my head and see an ambulance outside my apt building. The light reflection that is. I then pause my music and realized that the paramedics r n my apt. Apparently one of my roomies who room is nxt to mine had a panic attack. So everyone knows I'm in here lol. Our walls are thin and I'm sure they can hear me lol. I decided against awkwardly seeing what was going on and trying to pretend to care (I am glad she's ok ftr). Now I'm starving but I'm going to stay n my room until I thnk everyone is sleep and ill prob avoid them like the plague for the nxt few days.

Something similar happened b4 when a roomie I actually do like had an allergic reaction. I was in the bathroom doing my hair while her and her bf were calling the paramedics and what not. I pretended to not hear anything to avoid playing the concerned role. Granted if something really was wrong I would be concerned for her.
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby unknown_17 » Thu Feb 23, 2012 4:58 am

I understand Wichita. I was talking with my wife about one of her friends. My wife told me her friend thought I was weird. I remember being baffled as to why, but my wife went on to say most of her friends and family thinks I'm a little strange. I've always tried to keep it to myself. I thought I was but I guess not.
Also if it weren't for my wife putting numbers in my phone, it would be near empty. Hell, she puts people's numbers in there that I don't even know. I think she does it so it doesn't seem so empty.I think she tries to accommodate how I am.
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby alexander » Thu Feb 23, 2012 11:16 am

@coldplayer lmao your singing story is priceless.
@unknown I have about 10 numbers in my phone lol and I'm sure your not perturbed by people thinking your weird. Almost everyone thinks I'm weird that really gets to know me. I once had a gf that tried to fix me it was humorous
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby antihero » Thu Feb 23, 2012 11:27 am

I did summer school and we had two excursions. we had to wait for the bus, so the first thing i do is sit on the ground away from everyone else, take out the iPod and put the headphones in my ears. If anyone came near me i would give them a death stare.

On the last day we were supposed to be doing a group presentation, in a group of four. By this point we had done several group presentations (one graded) and i had had enough! I sat down at the table, wished them luck, then walked outside taking a box of Arnott's shapes with me. I sat on the ground alone and listened to music. I went back about 10 mins later and they were still conversing. I then pretended like i needed to go to the toilet, instead just went outside again. Next time I came back they were finished. When asked who is going to present it, i told them their was no way in hell that i was going to do it, laid my head on the desk and blocked out the world.
god damn I am so tired of pretending
of wishing I was ending
when all I'm really doing is trying to hide
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby coldplayer » Fri Feb 24, 2012 1:40 am

alexander wrote:@coldplayer lmao your singing story is priceless.
@unknown I have about 10 numbers in my phone lol and I'm sure your not perturbed by people thinking your weird. Almost everyone thinks I'm weird that really gets to know me. I once had a gf that tried to fix me it was humorous

I hope I can laugh more about it after it blows over! Ive been avoiding my roomates all day. I was singing having a good old time and my roomate thought she was dying in the next room lol. I can only hope that she didnt come in my room for help while I was singing and under the covers and didnt hear her.
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby EtherealStarlight » Fri Feb 24, 2012 6:33 am

my parent's cat (which i've been with since age 10 or so, and she was my favorite of their cats) died a couple days ago. didn't care. >.>

poor kitty. <.<
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby IceBlock » Fri Feb 24, 2012 5:48 pm

Viinasu wrote:my parent's cat (which i've been with since age 10 or so, and she was my favorite of their cats) died a couple days ago. didn't care. >.>

poor kitty. <.<

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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby dman » Mon Feb 27, 2012 4:30 am

I haven't even shown my degree to my parents. They asked me to scan it and send to them, I just asked them to google it.
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Re: Epically Schizoid Moments

Postby coldplayer » Mon Feb 27, 2012 4:36 am

dman wrote:I haven't even shown my degree to my parents. They asked me to scan it and send to them, I just asked them to google it.

:laugh: :dead: You can google degrees?
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