I just don't care anymore.

To the OP. Maybe you can be a video editor. You don't have to work with many people and can make a decent living.

You say you care about living comfortably. Unless your family is really wealthy, you have to do something to provide a living for yourself. Sitting in alone in a room watching movies doesn't pay very well. It will get you nowhere, quickly.

The longer you wait to provide for yourself, the more difficult it will become to achieve. Get up and do something productive for yourself. You still might not care about much or anything after becoming productive, but at least you gain your independence which is satisfying even if you have a difficult time recognizing satisfaction.

FWIW, I don't care about much in the present, but this didn't really happen until I became financially independent. Before then, I cared about becoming financially independent.

Fight for apathy.