Painful To Talk

It's pains me to speak to people. Every time I open my mouth, the voices start.

Can anyone relate?

I don't get voices, but I do get in moods where I am less willing to talk than usual.

Sometimes when I have plans to see someone and I wake up in very non-talkative mood, I know it's going to be a long, tedious day. You can't just tell someone "I need to cancel, I'm feeling especially non-verbal today".

Well you could say that, but, you know..it's weird. Bad-weird.

I once went for a week, and then later, a month, without saying a word.
I did explain myself to those I most value beforehand so they wouldn't worry.
The week wasn't difficult. The month started fairly easy, got difficult, got very difficult, then resolved. I learned a lot about... well, everything during that time. A valuable experiment.

@OP
Are they voices saying mean things and being envious?
I can't relate personally but yesterday someone told me about something similar.