commitment affect on schizoid

so final year in college pretty cool thing right, until you remember your ######6 project that you need to finish.
everytime life throw a commitment in my face i know how this gonna play out its so annoying,
i will curve for anything else to focus on, i will not be able to keep my interest for to long, i will be jumping from one thing to the other video games: fifa, cod, youtube: to many interest to cover here, programming: trying to learn new programming language that i will not use in my IT project(it will be android app) instead of ######6 looking to android google map API(that i will need to know for my project).
in a nutshell i will look for everything that have nothing to do or help with the task at hand (commitment) and the worst part that i will not enjoy any of that i try to search for anything to feed my interest but nothing will be enough everything is just temporary, killing myself to find any new interest only for it to became to boring really fast.
since last month i been stuck in this limbo and will stay in it until the end of the year, this gonna be long ######6 year.

anyway what your take on this? share you experience any tips? maybe something that might be interesting to search for that might last for a while?

hopefully porn would be enough for an hour as i am out of idea for today but again it so hard to find one that i have not watch when this been my last resort since i was 12

note: sorry if there typo or my writing is a miss i just don't have the drive to read it and edit it now.

I'm too lazy for commitments. Whether I'd be so lazy if I wasn't SPD is impossible to say.

Stop watching porn man. That stuff is destructive and useless. That's probably why you can't focus on your project. Also, stop masturbating whilst you are at it.

I find that the more I have on my plate the more I wind up trying to distract myself by any means necessary. I realize I have to get it done, and I always do...but I will get distracted by every little thing until the pressure to get it done is on.

You're in your final year of college. Congrats! Maybe see how it is after when you don't constantly have assignments being pushed down your throat.

It's been a few years since I graduated, but it definitely wasn't stress free, and was often simply doing what I had to to get through it. Chances are your burning the candle at both ends, getting less sleep than medically advised, and consuming unhealthy things like caffeine, sugar and energy drinks which don't help.

After a point schizoid or not your body says screw this and ya get burn out. Good luck with your degree!

PerplexedMan wrote:Stop watching porn man. That stuff is destructive and useless. That's probably why you can't focus on your project. Also, stop masturbating whilst you are at it.

when i was about to finished writing i look up and thought my comment was a bit tense, so i throw a joke in, but whilst we at it agree to disagree.

Holodeck wrote:getting less sleep than medically advised, and consuming unhealthy things like caffeine, sugar and energy drinks which don't help.

sleep: its 3:36 am i woke up at 11 pm so >>> checked working in fixing it
caffeine>>> check, sugar>>> check, energy drink >>> not check they really screw me over so i rare drink them.

Holodeck wrote:
You're in your final year of college. Congrats! Maybe see how it is after when you don't constantly have assignments being pushed down your throat.

thx first, i sometime claim myself by thinking how it would be after i finish college.
i know there still the job stress with us schizoids but i don't think it would be that bad, how was yours? was it good fit for a solo life?

Hah my job has little to nothing to do with my degree. My anxiety did lower about 1000% after though. I'm my own boss, and work from home. That helps a ton. When I worked around people...it wasn't pretty, but I generally managed.

Dude, I think #1 you might want to think about THINKING! and, like, THINKING COHERENTLY!

What in heaven's name are you trying to say to us?

I guess I'm too old to be able to decipher your text with accuracy or clarity.....don't understand what you are typing....the endless enigma.

Is it an OD on caffeine? Is it a post-masturbatory stupor that you're in man? I get the attempt at a stream-of-consciousness thing, but it needs some style and finesse. Those are all cue words, right?

It needs to run together coherently and cohesively man, not just a random, non (or even ANTI-)-grammatical string of disconnected thoughts and words.

Wow. I have a schizoid dx, but I don't type, write, or think like this. And I gather that you're finishing up your final year in college?? uhh....

Maybe it's just a different generation phenomenon?

???

Post-masturbatory stupor hahahahahaha

CrimsonKing wrote:Dude, I think #1 you might want to think about THINKING! and, like, THINKING COHERENTLY!

What in heaven's name are you trying to say to us?

I guess I'm too old to be able to decipher your text with accuracy or clarity.....don't understand what you are typing....the endless enigma.

Is it an OD on caffeine? Is it a post-masturbatory stupor that you're in man? I get the attempt at a stream-of-consciousness thing, but it needs some style and finesse. Those are all cue words, right?

It needs to run together coherently and cohesively man, not just a random, non (or even ANTI-)-grammatical string of disconnected thoughts and words.

Wow. I have a schizoid dx, but I don't type, write, or think like this. And I gather that you're finishing up your final year in college?? uhh....

Maybe it's just a different generation phenomenon?

???

you are right my english is bad, i am not a native speaker also i only seem to post here when i am under a lot of stress.

so let me clear it up, i am mostly interesting in how commitment affect us and why?
i have few ideas but i would like to know others thought about this topic