Flow. Or lack thereof.

Interesting thread.

The flow is stagnant for me atm.
I'm not sure if I should push something in, or discard something that already exists so it creates a vacuum to pull some fresh material back in.

Maybe I need to artificially just prime it until the natural flow is back.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sN5M2mcWHkU

Naps, you're silly.

Anyway, I don't really care much for flow. I think it's too ambitious. Mindfulness is ambitious enough for me.

Don't you have any interests or hobbies you'd like to pursue?

Well I have a blog, though that might be the OCD compulsion of confession. I like to watch TV, Dr. Phil. He seems to know his stuff possibly. It's interesting. I like websites and podcasts. I love to journal and write. Right now my main priority is finding work, now that I know what the nature of my mental illness is, no thanks to therapy telling me I'm schizophrenic. I half wonder if she knew deep down that wasn't true and was just trying to scam me.