How would you like to die?

zeno wrote:

naps wrote:To me that's logic at work.

To me that's tunnel vision at work. Either way, logical or not, that has little to do with the recurrence of the theme of death.

I suppose I strayed from that theme in order to tailor it to my own personal experience, and juxtaposing logic with emotional affect might have been reckless, but in my case, the strain of financial duress is tiring and degrading. While available options and resources can be ubiquitous, they are not necessarily limitless.

..so what I'm trying to say here is ''please send money''.

Please send for help

by a bullet, right now.

What's up? Haven't found a gun yet? You won't find one in this forum. I read the aspd's would be willing to lend a hand if you need someone carrying you.
If a knife is a possibility too, you could break into lyrartheowls place and open the sofa.

Is there an emo teen contest this week? I find both contestants unconvincing.

I would have killed myself totally yesterday. Like carving the first chapter of Les Fleurs du Mal in my skin, printing it over and over on the walls and the ground by rolling around but then I found some pudding in my fridge and ate it and had an evening like always. But tomorrow I tell you there is no holding back, if there is no pudding that is.

Somebody please send pudding.

Dalloway wrote:What's up? Haven't found a gun yet? You won't find one in this forum. I read the aspd's would be willing to lend a hand if you need someone carrying you.
If a knife is a possibility too, you could break into lyrartheowls place and open the sofa.

Is there an emo teen contest this week? I find both contestants unconvincing.

I would have killed myself totally yesterday. Like carving the first chapter of Les Fleurs du Mal in my skin, printing it over and over on the walls and the ground by rolling around but then I found some pudding in my fridge and ate it and had an evening like always. But tomorrow I tell you there is no holding back, if there is no pudding that is.

You seem to take pride in your sarcasm. Hopefuly it felt good?

naps wrote:Somebody please send pudding.

If the fee wouldn't be 16 Euros, I would send you some, honestly. We've a kind that doesn't need to be in the refrigerator so it would survive the flight over the Atlantic and it doesn't taste half bad.

Bluestar wrote:You seem to take pride in your sarcasm. Hopefuly it felt good?

Oh, you were able to pick up on that. Means you're still alive. How come?

Why does it matter what the reason is? If people want to kill themselves, they should do it. I'll never understand why so many people try and stop them.

Aeva117 wrote:Why does it matter what the reason is?

The majority of suicides happen because of short term emotional turmoil, like from a break up. These people clearly have bad support and bad impulse control, which can be helped. If they have some distance and still want to “see the radishes from below” as we say here, I totally agree, there should be legal ways.
Also there are organic reasons. If you're suicidal because of depression because of a brain tumor that's treatable, the suicide booth maybe shouldn't be the first choice.

Aeva117 wrote:I'll never understand why so many people try and stop them.

Don't give up on yourself. Good question. I think that's a status thing.
People want to feel safe. The ever so untouchable, holy human life (although we kill everything left and right and each other for that matter) is like the basis of every constitution and religion. If someone freely ends their life, it feels like life isn't so holy and untouchable after all.
So basically it's: you're not allowed to kill yourself, so the status I want my life to have doesn't get a scratch.
Does that make sense to you guys?