AQ = 37
EQ =17
I have a certain amount of empathy for animals in pain, and hate to see that. But as for humans, I care very little for what happens to them. As life seems to be nothing but pain and suffering anyway and the best a human can hope for is the least amount of pain and then to die young, (which I've already missed out on), having any empathy for humans seems a waste of an emotion which I don't have all that much of to begin with.
Not sure why I scored so high on the autism test though, I'm no where near autistic, just old and set in my ways.
I've never been diagnosed with anything. I can't afford to go to see psychiatrists who make 30times per hour what I make. (when I can find any work that I can do at all,... I can only stand to work alone and there are just too many people everywhere these days.).
I seem to fit the schizoid category better than any other, though my sex drive seems to be stronger than most schizoids, which only makes me miserable as I can't stand to be in any kind of relationship and never cared to go to prostitutes. Which, unfortunately is illegal in this country anyway.
I'm not sure what the cause of my "psychological problems" may be... if indeed, I have problems that can best be described "psychologically or psychiatrically". To me I am just the way I am. Other peoples opinions of how I am are of no concern to me. (I think that the entire human race is just a evolutionary mistake anyway, that's bound to be corrected soon enough. (Dinosaurs stalked the globe for 60 million yrs. without doing any damage, but humans have really messed things up in just 10 thousand years since the last ice age.))
The best idea I have of the origin of my "personality problems" is because of a serious brain fever I had when I was 8yrs. old. I nearly died and definitely had my brain fried and suffered from serious neurological problems for years. The spastic twitches and coordination problems eventually went away, but other brain damage may have taken longer to surface, so my best guess is that whatever mental problems I may suffer from has a large neurological basis. My childhood was quite normal and my parents very reasonable and supportive but I always did spend a lot of time alone.
Gary