Schizoids and Ecstecy

I'm as anti-social as any one on these forums, but I have found a cure for the people hating blues, and it's called MDMA. On ectasy all your social woes melt away and only peace and comfort remain.

I havn't been out of the house on many occasions in the past 2 years, but on 3 three of those rare occasions I had done extasy. During each of those nights I had no trouble talking to people I had just met in a deep and connecting way. Obviously the moment I started to come down from the drug I reverted back into my shell, not being able to think of a single thing to say to anyone. And the day after I never spoke to anyone I had met ever again.

My point is, they say theirs no medication that can help schizoid. Well, their wrong. It may be only for a few hours, but MDMA, espectialy in it's pure form can make it easier to socialize.

But it's really more of an inane wittering than really sharing. Everyone just rabbits on because they can't help it.

it may not be a ligitimate connection but it sure is fun.

i've never done E and to be honest, the very thought bothers me. i would HATE it. from everything i've read about it and heard (i was a teenager at the time of the madchester scene, so believe me, everyone was talking about it - the press, bands, actors, schoolmates etc) i think it's the antithesis of me.

from what i understand, it makes you experience happy, loving emotion more. you feel like you love everyone, you want to express it, you want to talk about romance and happy stuff with people, you want to hug everyone, you feel like you're a being filled with love and you just want to spread that love.

jesus, it sounds like a living hell.

Spreading love is what I'm all about...

I think I'm starting to realise that I could have a set of friends....but they shouldn't try to get close or ask me certain everydayt question after I've told them things about myself...

But so far, its proven over and over that they just don't get it about certain things they can't do once they've pass the regular friend status... and once they cross that line... they are suddenly pushed away further away than those who didn't get close to me at all.... in a way of how I communicate to them....

But ectasy... sounds like fun to me... and if it wasn't for all the bad things that I heard can happen to the human body... I probably would have tried it by now... but since its a risk, i never will.

Plus i am happy. More like at peace with myself....which makes me happy as all i want in life is peace.

Drugs suck, stay away from them.

Never done E, and Im never gonna touch it.
I have strict rules when it comes to drugs. And euphoric empathogens (like ecstacy) and euphoric depressants (like opium and heroin) are two things that are on my blacklist. I prefer "insightful" things...

Artificial Lifeform wrote:Never done E, and Im never gonna touch it.
I have strict rules when it comes to drugs.... I prefer "insightful" things...

Me too. I stay away from all kind of things, experiences, and substances that might dumb my understanding or cloud my conscience, that also includes alcohol, tobacco, caffeine, and sex. I really like to be well awake and alert, 'cause the world is a bloody treacherous place.

We're there dude.

I was refering to other drugs...
So no, we are not the same. Im all pro-drugs (pro-"all types of carnal pleasure" really). I just say that I got discipline and rules.

I also think that everyone should embrace these carnal pleasures.
Whenever it is sex, drugs, action sports or whatever is up to the individual.

But ectasy... sounds like fun to me... and if it wasn't for all the bad things that I heard can happen to the human body... I probably would have tried it by now... but since its a risk, i never will.

So what have you heard?