The stranger exception

For all you know he/she may be thinking something about your attempt to have control,

i stated above its not somthing you own or have on a leach like a dog.

it is impossible to control something that is abstact.

it is possible to see that it exists.


its not posiible to protect yourself from it.

i think my unconcence goal is to understand thats it is there.

To understand that what is there?

Also: how old are you?

prot wrote:

"imagining possible outcomes". But then again those imaginations are still your own, and not really connected with what the state of others around you is.

of course its connected everything is connected.

Schizoids aren't connected, we're disconnected.

Acid Crystal wrote:

anotherworld wrote:The "disgust" part though suggests some sort of trauma (?). For example i was horrified to watch a hard porn movie when i was 13, and this definately made me 'disgusted' with sex. But impressions can change. The emoptional commitment, itself, is another issue of course, with wider SP implications.

For myself, I am pretty confident it is not trauma, as I have thoroughly analyzed my life looking for an answer like that, unless it occurred very close to birth and I cannot remember (this idea was postulated in another thread). I have certainly grown numb to it over the years, but I still dislike physical contact, and sex I see as being an extreme of that.

AC

i'm in a similar boat. i've always found sex disgusting and have never wanted tto do it. i also dislike any physical contact. at first some kind of early sexual trauma was suggested but try as i might i can't think of any. i haven't yet grown numb to it, at the moment it's a problem for me because even seeing kissing on tv gives me the willies (so to speak). it may be connected to a different trauma but i'm not so sure.

[quote]Schizoids aren't connected, we're quote]


emotionally of course.

logically no.

logically. its whole. like god. all conneted

Prot, have you ever been diagnosed?
You could be a few other personality types. Do you have any 'friends'? Many SP people do not have
any relationship with others at all (they do not have a friendship in years, and live alone in their rooms).

What do you mean by "logically"? Your logic is a set of ways developed in your DNA (inherited) and moreover altered by your own evolution in life, which serve so as that you can form opinnions about what the internal and external objects and situiations you are faced with 'mean'. It is also a term traditionally associated with science, and with one's status as a human being in a society (Aristotle famously defined man as "logical animal" and also as "sociable being).
However your logic does not connect you with others. Your notion of others is part of your world of thought.
You seem to be quite interested in your connection to the external world (?) which is not characteristic of people with SP, which is why i asked about the psychological diagnosis.

Prot, have you ever been diagnosed?
You could be a few other personality types. Do you have any 'friends'? Many SP people do not have
any relationship with others at all (they do not have a friendship in years, and live alone in their rooms).

What do you mean by "logically"? Your logic is a set of ways developed in your DNA (inherited) and moreover altered by your own evolution in life, which serve so as that you can form opinnions about what the internal and external objects and situiations you are faced with 'mean'. It is also a term traditionally associated with science, and with one's status as a human being in a society (Aristotle famously defined man as "logical animal" and also as "sociable being).
However your logic does not connect you with others. Your notion of others is part of your world of thought.
You seem to be quite interested in your connection to the external world (?) which is not characteristic of people with SP, which is why i asked about the psychological diagnosis.

seen many docs. Most were those intern docs. they ask those stupid general set of questions. like im in pre school. it was anoying. one said was a little paranoid, which was normal, others said i was good to go.

i have very limited relationships. childhood friends. who understand im not a talker. and wont entertain them.

work relationships. whih are not really relationships.


im not really interested with my connection to the world because that is not possible 4 me

i am however interested in connections that are made in the world.

ideas of reference. the problem is over the years after making a connection then waiting for a result. iv found im extreamly accurate. i been told this by neumorous people who know me.

they are usaually in awe as if i have some magical powers..

but to me its an obvious outcome. its like how do you not see that.

Can you give an example of one such "idea of refference"?

Can you give an example of one such "idea of refference"?

no

nevermind, from reading some other posts from you i get the picture