I find that I don't enjoy making art or being creative the way I used to. It's hard to be motivated to do anything when I don't get any positive emotions from it. I drag myself out of bed in the morning and do what I have to do but as far as hobbies, I really don't have any.
I started a drawing a few days ago but I doubt I'll finish it. I still enjoy hot showers/baths and listening to music but often I neglect myself and don't have the motivation to shower. I'm diagnosed with major depressive disorder so I lay in my bed and stare into space or take naps a lot but coffee helps with that. I have to drink coffee so my medication (Zyprexa) doesn't make me tired af.
I also can't sit through a whole movie like I used to, I take breaks every 10-20 minutes and do something else then come back to the movie. I get distracted and lose interest because my mind is so loud.
my voices argue with me whether or not it's worth it to get dressed in the morning since I don't have anywhere to go. so I tend to stay in pajamas. I rarely have motivation. when I do I take advantage of it and get things done.