irlart wrote:I've recently graduated school which was a difficult experience while being schizoaffective, and I have to start job seeking to maintain my benefits. I'm really concerned about how I'll go working given the state I've been in lately. I really want to try and work before discussing going on disability with my doctors. I was wondering if anyone has an advice or can discuss their experiences of working while being schizoaffective? Did anything help it be a smoother experience for you?
Howdy, that's awesome you're trying to get out there and work.
I went through my first job via the state.. I highly recommend that. At first I was embarrassed, because people know there's something wrong. After i got the nerves out and started to talk to co-workers, it become a nice comfort blanket..
I was able to last at my job for 4 years, it really is important that your boss knows there's some issues, you don't ever need to disclose what. But when I would have terrible days, if you have the right people around you that understand.. It made me start to feel like I could be my normal in the left field self. Build up that confidence we all need. I couldn't talk to strangers 1 on 1 without my whole body being drenched in sweat, but having that positive work environment, helped so much being able to just say my nerves are through the roof.
Also I highly recommend working only 20 hours a week to start off, I'll share my next block of experience of what happened when I pushed my self through 40+ hours a week..
Working full time sent me into a really bad state to say the least.. Brought out a lot of demons from being a empty vessel on auto pilot numb. Brought me to the point of self harm and needing alot more help. Still out of work, Be smart and don't push your limits:)
There's nothing wrong if you need SSDI, doesn't make you less of a man, makes you smart.