Im new to the forums.
Ive been diagnosed with Schitzoaffective disorder depressive type, among some other disorders.If you'd like to know what they are just ask.

I wanted to ask if anyone else sees bugs
.I'm at work right now and I just see a cluster of bugs on the corner of my desk.I know theyre not real because they are colorful and look a little bit like claymation bugs.which is new because usually the bugs look very real and very much like gross bugs.
My Dr. just prescribed to me abilify, and I'm being weened off olanzapine. The olanzapine was raising my blood sugar an awful lot ,and forced me to be on insulin for diabetes which I've never had before,which is the reason for the switch. My sugar is a little bit more under control since ive tapered down the olanzapine(that's such a weird word to say in slow motion Oh-LANZ-oh-peen)I'm takin 10 mg of each medication, but it doesn't seem to really take away my symptoms.
Anyone else take abilify? And does it seem to help you?
I also hear voices commenting on what I'm doing,and saying weird things like "Put the jelly in your brain and spread it around" and I'm afraid I'm thinking out loud, like other people can hear my thoughts.Like I thought to myself " I would like to eat mashed potatoes for lunch, and the lady next to me said "mmm its almost lunch time" How did she know I was thinking about lunch?!!?!?!! Im a little bit worried about the shadows I'm seeing running around my office, because they make me nervous the way they dart back and forth and come out of the walls.I don't like it.Keep in mind that Yes I know they are not real people just shadows that my brain is making up.
I guess I should wait to see if a higher dose of abilify works for me once I'm completely off olanzapine, but these things are a little bit confusing while I'm trying to work.I'm aware that these are hallucinations, but I feel like I could reach out and touch the bugs and feel em, and the voices Im hearing are very loud and disintupting,and the shadows are a little bit scary.
But other than that,I'm doing just fine.
Also did I mention I am new here.
Hi.
