Hi,
Over the years, my diagnosis changed a few times.
1999: schizophreniform disorder
2001: paranoid schizophrenia
2013: bipolar with psychotic features + OCD + OCPD | with possibility of schizoaffective disorder
I'm trying to figure things out, so my question is rather simple:
Does anyone here have an aversion to human physical contact? Not caused by any fear, but simply an aversion?
I mean, I don't mind holding/petting a cat, but can't stand being touched by another human being. Even giving my mother a hug demands LOTS of effort. I have never been a victim of abuse, and I have been in romantic situations while in my teens and enjoyed it, but I'm 39 now, I haven't been in a relationship since my first psychosis which began in 1998, and I couldn't possibly see myself giving a kiss to someone as much as I dislike being touched.