psychic or psychotic?

ill keep it short since i just lost my post due to stupid login time out

I am formally diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar type

when I first heard the voices it was a normal day I wasn't really scared and they were nice to me I liked the voices it was only letter when the third voice came in she was a little mean. what they told me is that it was my sprint splitting of into four entities me, blue, light blue and red (thats there names) and that my soul was in a different plane

i then started to see people fully clothed but never in full view something always pulls my view away. they are always walking away like around the corner or sitting in places that there wouldn't be people. one even was this old man with black eyes (that one scared me) the rest where not scary.

then the shadow people started coming to my room the would stand over me trying to gouge out my eyes the voices said that they where souls trying to get to the plane where my soul lies (they said this plane was in-between here and there and is all ways) My mom went to see a medium and she took a picture of me. later when she came back my mom said the medium wanted me to come see her but I was too afraid of what she would say. now I want to see her and I can't get a hold of her.

I started taking AP and the voices started to go away but the last thing they said was that the medication was weakening the connection to them. even despite being on meds for years i still see the shadow people and hearing some voices (not the main three but conversational in unknown language voices)

now I've always have ben drawn to the witchcraft and the occult so I've wondered if I'm maybe psychic or psychotic I am very high functioning and even back then when I was in the thick of it I was still very high functioning.

IDK am I crazy or psychic? thoughts?

also ill be posting this on a psychic forum as well and see what they say

Hi, welcome to the forum.

I also deal with shadow people as my main visual hallucination. THey would run at me, jump through walls, jump at me, come from the ceiling, all sorts of things. I really don't see them with my medication, I more of hear a voice. Jim, I named him. He's always been nice to me. There was a time, when I was going through my darkest part of life, where he told me to kill people. I didn't, but that's the only time he said anything like that.

Are you psychic? No, no one is truly psychic. If you are formally diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder, then you more than likely have it, and it is a psychotic disorder, yes.

Hope this helps.

Little_Lost_Me wrote:...

There is no evidence for any psychic ability ever recorded in history.

Maybe take a moment to let that sink in.

Don't mean to be blunt or step on your post but it's just the truth of the matter.
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