Telepathy And manipulating matter

Anyone experience this either during an episode or inbetween? I have a really hard time believing that alot of what I was experiencing was real. I was able to manipulate peoples thoughts and electronics. I was doing things like turning the tvs and radios on or off, putting the song of my choice on the radio. When I got hospitalized I was able to communicate with certain medical staff members that were actually trying to help me.

It was the most bizarre experience of my life and some of the things that were happening around me were just too weird to be coincidence. I spoke in a completely different voice telling my girlfriend things her and her recently deceased cousin had only discussed.....I don't know why I said what I did or how it came to me but it really freaked her out. Me and her both are convinced that there was/is much more going on here then just having a psychotic break.

I felt like I was in complete control of the world around me and it was so overwhelming and freightinng at the time that it took over me, hence getting admitted to the psych ward. It's been 3 months and haven't had another "psychotic break" but still having lots of weird things happening around me every day....it really makes "getting a grip" kinda tough.

As scary as it was I felt like I finally had all the answers, and the keys to what makes reality tick seemed as though they were in the palms of my hands, so to speak.

can anyone relate to this? I know there are others out there because at the peak of this break I was communicating with certain medical staff at the hospital by means of telepathy. I felt like they had gone through this before too or were somehow "enlightened". The people I could communicate with like that were all helpful and guided me how to behave and what to say to the doctors and police.

Still all fells so real 3 months later and still having odd things happen to me on an almost daily basis, I'm either off my rocker completely or am somehow in touch with some other dimension where things like this are typical but mainly out of reach. Can anyone else relate to these kind of "dillusions"