Failure and remorse.

Remorse because i think i have given up trying. I really just can't be bothered with any more disappointments. It's just easier not too bother and then you can avoid all the disappointment that's bound to come later. That's not say i didn't try...i tried my hardest but it wasn't meant to be. At least i know i tried. I don't get how you can love someone with all your heart and still lose them. I don't get how you can try your hardest but still fail at everything. I tried but i failed. So i have remorse because i can't be bothered to try anymore. You have to admit defeat at some point.

It sounds like you are not ina good place atm. Do you want to talk more about it?

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