books for child preparators

so is there any books that concentrate on child preparators? is there any books that help us to forgive ourselves?

Per forum rules, discussion of paraphilias, including pedophilia, as a main topic in PF is disallowed. Discussing publications for child sexual abusers falls under that.

Remember that, please. You're allowed to talk about feeling remorse over what you did as a child. You're also, in OCD forum, allowed to discuss the fear of being a pedophile- which is not the same as being one. But discussion about being a child molester simply isn't allowed since the closure of the paraphilias forum.