Read an article

So I read an article about this woman that used to curl her fingers while she was bathing a child so she would feel horrible if they went inside of her and touched her privates to a child's clothed. She didnt have any sexual gratification and she stated that it wasn't about that. She was talking about how she didn't know how she got that way and in that way and only that can relate. I am just curious of how people get like that. I mean I acted as a child not an adult in similar ways and I have no idea how I got like that either.

I think human brains are confusing and weird and we're only just beginning to understand them on a pretty basic level, to be honest. This is exponentially moreso when it comes to kids.