Advice please

OK so I do suffer with OCD a lot. I am struggling to cope with past events. They seem to eat away at me when my anxiety is worse. I have also spoken to my mum about this because I was worried. Anyway it stems back to when I was younger, I can't remember my age probably between 11 and 14. I used to hang around with this girl who was about 3 years younger than me, and also her brother that was closer to my age. But us three used to also hang around with other people too. Anyway one day I think we were playing a game of truth and dare. I dared her to kiss her brothers private parts and him hers. I remember saying if you don't I will befriend you, in like a joking way. There's no way I would really befriend her as she was one of my closest friends at the time. I didn't think of it as a sexual threat at the time, and just some bit of fun. Now I worry that it was abuse. I don't like to think of myself as an abuser, and was just having a laugh . I don't remember much of it really, but I still feel bad now , and I wish I didn't. It wasn't about feeling anything sexual just daring each other to do stuff.. Any advice much appreciated. Thank you

Kids do all kinds of sexual stuff when they are little. Dont beat yourself up over it.

-- Wed May 02, 2018 12:45 pm --

Kids do all kinds of sexual stuff when they are little. Dont beat yourself up over it.