Could anybody help me？

Dear Sir / Madam,

I am a Chinese, I am 30 now, but I think when I was 17/18/19, I maybe ever molested my younger female cousin（little 12 than me）.It was wrong and not once. I kiss(touch) the private parts and try to frictionate private parts with my penis，but we do not have the really sex relation . I feel guilty,disgusting and stupid. But sorry I really can not remember it clearly. Now my cousin seem to be depressed . So I do not know what I can do to fix it. Please help me. In China, In a family we never educate the sex ,we only try to know it from Japanese Sex Film. I think on that age, I maybe think what have showed by the films was correct . But now I know that what I have done was wrong absolutely. How can i cure my female cousin？ Should I go to the jail? If in the USA，should I go to the jail？ If there’s a stain in my life ，how can I live with it？ Please help me，thanks。

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Sorry, friend. You're really not the victim here; your sister is. She is the one going through depression and got these acts forced on her yet you are asking for help. Instead of asking how you can feel better, try and make her feel better. I dunno what else I can say as 17 to 19 is a disgustingly big age to do that and especially to a 12 year old. I don't think beating yourself up will do much, just try and help her. Sorry

-- Mon May 28, 2018 7:44 pm --

Cousin sorry.

-- Tue May 29, 2018 4:34 pm --

And yes, in UK and USA you would almost absolutely got to prison but that wouldn't do any good now. Hope I helped.