did i do it?

Hello, so before the age of 14, I was very naughty. Lately, I've been thinking of all the horrible things I used to do. It wasn't so bad at first, the more I thought about it though, the more horrible things came up. things that scare me which I am not sure if I actually did or if It is just a false memory from overthinking. Can somebody help me?

Do you want to explain/ discuss more of this? It's hard to know what advice or thoughts to give when your post is quite vague. Feel free to PM me if you prefer.

Best,
Sprock