PLEASE HELP ME!

Hi, I'm 16 years old and I've always had a great life with many good friends, but something has been worrying me lately.
When I was 13/14/15 I went with my parents to my grandmother and there was a cousin around 6/7/8 years.
I remember lying on the bed, she in the chair and I putting the foot next to the genital area (not exactly there), this lasted a few seconds, then I realized it was wrong and immediately took it.Also I remember once having shown Penis for her but also realized quickly (3-4 seconds) that was wrong and then pretended to be the bigger finger, I think she believed.
I have a great life, people usually like me a lot, I play football in a good team, I have a beautiful girlfriend who I love very much, but this has made me very worried and sad. And when I'm well I remember what I did And I do not think I should be happy.
I love children and they love me too, but this has made me very bad.What should I do? I'm afraid that one day she'll have problems because of this, I play a lot with her (she's 10 years old now) and she likes me.
What do I do? Please help me ...

-- Thu Aug 31, 2017 2:05 pm --

Brunu wrote:Hi, I'm 16 years old and I've always had a great life with many good friends, but something has been worrying me lately.
When I was 14 I went with my parents to my grandmother and there was a cousin around 8 years.
I remember lying on the bed, she in the chair and I putting the foot next to the genital area (not exactly there), this lasted a few seconds, then I realized it was wrong and immediately took it.Also I remember once having shown Penis for her but also realized quickly (3-4 seconds) that was wrong and then pretended to be the bigger finger, I think she believed.
I have a great life, people usually like me a lot, I play football in a good team, I have a beautiful girlfriend who I love very much, but this has made me very worried and sad. And when I'm well I remember what I did And I do not think I should be happy.
I love children and they love me too, but this has made me very bad.What should I do? I'm afraid that one day she'll have problems because of this, I play a lot with her (she's 10 years old now) and she likes me.
What do I do? Please help me ...

Well I tell ya. You remind yourself you're still growing up, and realising the difference between right and wrong; you don't do that again (sounds as if you're not going to); and you let this go, sweetie. Kids do crazy $#%^. No one seems to have been hurt or anything, so just file this in 'things I don't do anymore' and let the past be in the past. Kids do a lot of things like that when they're at that awkward age of becoming sexual but not having the 'proper behaviour' filters turned on. Usually they reach a point, as you do, where you realise 'hey I shouldn't do this' and they stop. At least, that's my thoughts on it, from what I've seen in my own life, and in countless stories in forum that are nearly identical to this one. Kids discover sexual things, they do things that they don't think are inappropriate, then realise they are, then they stop,