by Cantkillme » Sat Mar 05, 2016 6:24 pm
A few years ago, I dated this woman for a while. Actually it was more like a "friends with benefits" type of thing. (That's the way she wanted it, so that's all she was available for) Anyway, one day when I called her, AFTER I thought the call was terminated, I said something prejudiced and ignorant. I didn't mean it to or about her, (was thinking out loud). I sent her a hand written apology, but it was the end of anything between her and I. I still feel regret almost daily that I hurt the feelings of this woman who was such a nice person. I know it was more incompetence on my part than meanness, but I shouldn't have said it out loud. I realize this is not as serious as some of the things on this forum, but it robs me of my peace of mind. Sometimes keeps me awake at night.