sprock wrote:It sounds like your relationship with your mother is characterised by a poor sense of boundaries tbh. Obviously I don't know her intent in allowing you to touch her breasts previously, but the most important thing now is that you do not have her continued consent to do so and it's a compulsion you need to have under control for both your own sake and others', which you seem to be managing, which is great!
My only concern is that you may need a longer-term plan than simply distracting yourself with homework or projects.
Well, I am starting to think you may be right. Infortunately this past weekend I tried to do the same again... I feel like I am dominating this issue more than ever because I haven't been doing as regularly as before but as we can see I still fall back once in a while. This won't last forever, it will end as soon as I go away from home, that will be the ultimate healing for me but for now I still mess up once in a while. Besides therapy, what other longer-term plans do you think that could help? Also, I know this is a weird question, but how can I eventually conciliate my sexual life with that problem I have? Sometimes I can't avoid having a sneak peek at sexual things on the internet and sometimes it causes me sometimes that urge to have the urge to touch my mother's tits. How can I erase the link between those two things?