Hello,
I would like to start by saying i am a teen and something came back to me recently that i guess i forced myself to forget for the past 4 years and i really am having trouble explaining this so im going to start from the beginning. Let me first begin the story by saying that this happened 4 times in my life and i feel so wrong for everything i did and now i cant think about it without getting extremely sad and depressed or crying to god asking for help its been affecting me so much lately that i just go in my room and sit their for hours and never leave. You can call me anything i don't care whatever you call me even if its rude i deserve it. The first time anything ever happened between me and my sister was when i was 9 and she was 4 i don't remember how it happened or why but one day me and my sister were playing a game and i asked her if she wanted to kiss and somehow we ended up kissing for a while
and this had happened two more times. And the forth and final time i was 10 and she was 5 and we got naked and we were in a dark room and i couldn't see her so im assuming she couldn't see me. And nothing happened we didn't touch each other when we were naked i remember telling her to close her eyes and then jumping out of the closet and putting on my clothes because i didnt want her to see me even though i was young and i didn't know what sex was i got this sudden feeling like it was wrong and i got out of the closet and then it never ever ever happened again.
so i don't know if anyone can answer this question for me or not but my main question is WHY? Thats the one thing i cant understand is why? Why would i do that at such a young age and why did we get naked or any of that?