i've posted about this before but i still feel really guilty,i'm a [mod EDIT: adolescent] girl,but around the time i was 10 or so i found porn and smut stories and i guess i found lesbian porn was curious about how it felt and when i was 11 my cousin was about 8 we did things like kissing and it was all done with consent one time i asked her to lick down there and she asked if she had too and i didn't say anything in reply but she did it once and we stopped.
i feel horrible about this still and i feel like in the future everyones going to call me a molester,i try to be there for her when i can but i don't know how to stop feeling bad about this and reading about josh duggar and lena dunham and things like that kind of confirm what i feel