Over a year ago, me and 2 other coworkers in there 60s started to talk about politics. Somehow I remember a video I seen of Budd Dwyer and his suicide video.(The one I seen did not show the act, only leading up to it. It maybe was a top 10 list or something). Anyway I mentioned it and I don't know if I suggested to watch it or not but we used one of there phones and looked up the video. What followed was horrifying. I had no idea that stuff could be shown on youtube at the time. They seemed disgusted by it as well.
Now they seem normal and everything seems the same but I can't help but feel bad, because maybe they were affected by it. I don't know. And never brought it up again. I just wish the video I seen was the one we watched.