Well hello everyone.
Recently i discovered i have ocd and mainly POCD wich involves thinking and obsessing thoughts being a pedofile.
the last couple of days i have been getting all kinds of painfull memorys wich lead me into obsessive thinking.
One of them is that i suddenly remembered that about 8 - 9 years ago when i was 17-18 yrs old i was out in a club and i met a girl. she looked kinde my age maybe 1 year younger or so i thought. at the end of the night i and a friend went to her and her friends home. totally drunk we went sleeping in eachothers bed. i went in the girls bed, and my friend and the other girl in another bed.
At some point i ended touching her, but nothing more it was just that.
The next day waking up, she told me i looked familiar. and she asked me if i had a little brother. i said yes and she said she knew him because they were in the same class!
I really was blown away by that, becouse my little brother is 4 yrs younger then i am. so i asked her what her age was and she was 3 yrs younger then i was.
She told me she was 16 or 17 i believe the night before. and now she told me she was in the same class as my little brother!!!!
Did i do something bad here? am i a molester? f**** i just wanna die from this. Why does this popped up now? 8 yrs after??? wtf is wrong with me?
the girl seems to do fine now, she is engaged has kids. so i guess i have not done anything bad to her??