I want to know the scientific basis about this.
I'm not looking for a doctor analysis on here of course.
Just maybe some logic or maybe biological or some form of information on why I feel like the most remorseless person ever.
Every sympathy post on any site.
EVERY site, of some one saying they "feel bad", I don't.
I sometimes want to know what kind of person that makes me, but I will never get a good answer from strangers since they do not KNOW me.
I don't do bad things, and never really did anything wrong (except for self defense in high school from these kids that got me kicked out and dropped out ever since.)
Even THAT I have no remorse for those clowns, or the action in general.
To me, revenge is the answer.
But like I said, I'm a calm guy, I see no one, I bother no one.
I only have one friend, don't get out much (to the point of lack of sunlight and why I'm so pale but love it, anyhow) so I just feel like it's everyone elses fault and I'm not one of those people who care for or cry over news stories of people I do not even know, and even if I did know the people, I'd just be cold about it.
I do suffer from trauma so maybe it made me a solid soul I guess.
Considering I was very nice and caring until I got bullied in middle and high school which made me numb afterwards.
Like I said, I just feel weird being aloof to people's misery and NOT being a psycho person destroying lives.
I just do not care if people die anymore in real life I sound like a misanthropic teenager again but it's true. I do not care for ALL people, even people I know. Some of my hate is personal some is just general so be grateful if you are in the "general" category.
I'm not a bad person, like I once said, "I'd rather be a cynical ***hole, distrusting everyone, than be the one destroying society."
I'm a very happy person at times, and those other times I'm numb.
I'm not depressed.
I lost my depression in 2014.
Do not assume anything.
Thank you, I hope you don't think I'm a jerk cause if you do, read my quote again. (Haha, thanks everyone. Share your thoughts.)