No remorse for ANYTHING.

I want to know the scientific basis about this.
I'm not looking for a doctor analysis on here of course.
Just maybe some logic or maybe biological or some form of information on why I feel like the most remorseless person ever.
Every sympathy post on any site.
EVERY site, of some one saying they "feel bad", I don't.
I sometimes want to know what kind of person that makes me, but I will never get a good answer from strangers since they do not KNOW me.
I don't do bad things, and never really did anything wrong (except for self defense in high school from these kids that got me kicked out and dropped out ever since.)
Even THAT I have no remorse for those clowns, or the action in general.
To me, revenge is the answer.
But like I said, I'm a calm guy, I see no one, I bother no one.
I only have one friend, don't get out much (to the point of lack of sunlight and why I'm so pale but love it, anyhow) so I just feel like it's everyone elses fault and I'm not one of those people who care for or cry over news stories of people I do not even know, and even if I did know the people, I'd just be cold about it.
I do suffer from trauma so maybe it made me a solid soul I guess.
Considering I was very nice and caring until I got bullied in middle and high school which made me numb afterwards.
Like I said, I just feel weird being aloof to people's misery and NOT being a psycho person destroying lives.
I just do not care if people die anymore in real life I sound like a misanthropic teenager again but it's true. I do not care for ALL people, even people I know. Some of my hate is personal some is just general so be grateful if you are in the "general" category.
I'm not a bad person, like I once said, "I'd rather be a cynical ***hole, distrusting everyone, than be the one destroying society."
I'm a very happy person at times, and those other times I'm numb.
I'm not depressed.
I lost my depression in 2014.
Do not assume anything.
Thank you, I hope you don't think I'm a jerk cause if you do, read my quote again. (Haha, thanks everyone. Share your thoughts.)

Feeling bad for other people is not the same as remorse for one's own wrongdoings. If you've never done anything wrong then how do you know you don't have it in you to feel remorse?

I agree that your trauma may have given you a hard shell and a degree of cynicism. It's a defence mechanism.

Being aloof to other people's misery is perhaps only harmful if you are directing it at the people themselves, intentionally making them more miserable. There are some professional comedians out there (Frankie Boyle comes to mind) who think nothing of publicly making light of misery, and are mired in controversy as a result. I imagine they too had difficult childhoods and this is their way of dealing with it.

If you're generally a calm, nice guy who does not wish to bother anyone, then that's OK.

But I have done wrong.
I've yelled at people and treated them badly only cause I felt like they deserved it in some way.
Because they told me to randomly shut the eff up and or laugh at me, they were never a friend because of this.
The feel bad and remorse thing to me doesn't make sense it's the same to me I don't feel bad for myself and or other people and my distrust of people has became borderline delusions so I'm not saying thats an excuse to distrust people, it's just my trauma made me think everyone is bad.
Judge if you will.

-- Mon Jul 13, 2015 9:15 pm --

epiphany55 wrote:Feeling bad for other people is not the same as remorse for one's own wrongdoings. If you've never done anything wrong then how do you know you don't have it in you to feel remorse?

I agree that your trauma may have given you a hard shell and a degree of cynicism. It's a defence mechanism.

Being aloof to other people's misery is perhaps only harmful if you are directing it at the people themselves, intentionally making them more miserable. There are some professional comedians out there (Frankie Boyle comes to mind) who think nothing of publicly making light of misery, and are mired in controversy as a result. I imagine they too had difficult childhoods and this is their way of dealing with it.

If you're generally a calm, nice guy who does not wish to bother anyone, then that's OK.

Reason I stated I didn't do wrong is cause my morals are flipped, sorry for the confusion.
I, by normal people's terms, have done some damage, particularly raging at people (whether they deserved it or not.) and threw them away like they were nothing, because my love for them automatically became hate.
And I'm not usually that black and white anymore to my knowledge, they say people like me don't know from up from down, left from right, back to forth so take everything I say with extra hidden opinions.