writing down the things that make me feel remorseful...

so right now I am writing on a piece of paper acts that I feel remorseful about. unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, I still feel like a monster. it's so hard for me I can barely even write them all. that's how awful I feel. the only comfort I have so far is in the few I have jotted down, no one saw what I did, so no one was directly harmed. (not counting what happened with my brother, which I already made a thread about). thank goodness. so relieved. but still, I feel like a monster who just has the appearance of a human. I wish I had someone to talk to.

You made some mistakes, but that doesn't make you an evil person. It's good to find a medium like writing things down as a way to cope. You can talk to me if you want. My inbox is always open if you need someone to talk to!