little arrogant s**thead problem

my problem is im too selfish, i think everything i do is grand, and if i see worth in others, (which i often ignore completely) it makes me jealous and then i need to beat them at it. i smell poo all the time, cause i think god is sick of me being a loser, and hes giving me the poo curse. i cant listen to anyone speaking to me, and i cant read other peoples writing, because it doesnt interest me, as much as my own art. i realize this is wrong, and im in terrible pain about it, and i have nightmares with demons torturing me. and the worst part of all, is once ive been declared the best, i hate it too, because then i die of embarressment. and i love reading what i just wrote, and will only read what you write once and quickly and ignorantly.

Hi

Sounds like things are difficult for you. Have you sought any professional help about all of this?Sounds like it would be important for you to do so.

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