I don't think I feel remorse.

Hi. I don't think I've ever felt remorse. When I was younger I'd kill animals and not care (though they were small like lizards and bugs) I also like to look at gory things. I especially like the liver. It's very beautiful to look at for some reason. Insides are just so fascinating to me. I used to watch surgeries on the health channel when I was 3 or 4 and my dad would show me things like people getting blown up or car wrecks when I was younger. I feel other things though which is weird. I can laugh at things and I think I feel love. I can also get angry, sad and anxious. Is this something I should talk to my therapists about? I really don't want to get institutionalized or something.

I have PTSD, MDD, DP/DR, Anxiety, ODD, possible bipolar and a lot of anger issues. I was abused physically emotionally and sexually as a child, but I don't know if that has anything to do with it.

Hi

I do think this is worth talking to a therapist about to see if you need assessing further as to what is going on for you - be totally honest with them about what is going on for you

Take good care

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Hazel M. wrote:Hi. I don't think I've ever felt remorse. When I was younger I'd kill animals and not care (though they were small like lizards and bugs) I also like to look at gory things. I especially like the liver. It's very beautiful to look at for some reason. Insides are just so fascinating to me. I used to watch surgeries on the health channel when I was 3 or 4 and my dad would show me things like people getting blown up or car wrecks when I was younger. I feel other things though which is weird. I can laugh at things and I think I feel love. I can also get angry, sad and anxious. Is this something I should talk to my therapists about? I really don't want to get institutionalized or something.

I have PTSD, MDD, DP/DR, Anxiety, ODD, possible bipolar and a lot of anger issues. I was abused physically emotionally and sexually as a child, but I don't know if that has anything to do with it.

Yes, our problems and things we do have a lot to do with what happened to us a children.
I know my anger started in childhood from emotional and physical abuse.
We have to forgive because someone did those abusers in our past wrong, so we have to forgive them and ourselves.
I also had odd, anxiety and bipolar, I hated everyone. But when I began to realize people don't know what they are doing forgiving others changed me, I no longer hate.
You can do it too.