Prisoner of my own Hell

I gave into my porn addiction and now I can't stop wanting this one woman it's like she's all I want to see but I can't find much of her films so I look at similar porn pov's mostly. I'm disgusted with myself because I gave into my addiction and have restarted an agonizing cycle. I hate the feeling it is like being hungry but the more you feed the hungrier you get and it's driving me insane and it's amazing how quickly it comes back the hunger that's the only way I know to describe it but what should I do? Will this get better it seems hopeless.

The worst part I use to remember how and why it all started now I can't really figure it out I keep thinking if I hadn't stayed up late this one night maybe I wouldnt be here but maybe I'm wrong hell I ignored the warning signs because I was young and dumb so maybe it was inevitable.