Never kissed a girl

The long story about my life is is another thread.

So my love life has been falling in love with chicks and making it end up totally awkward.

Now im 24 years old, never kissed a girl, held a girls hand or had sex.

I want to have a relationship with a woman but I don't know how to do it. Sure I can talk to them but I cant keep a conversation going if I wanted to. Then I would probably get bored or pretend to listen because really Im just enjoying the closeness of her presence.

Weird its like all I want to do is cuddle and relax.

I had a chick friend who I've seen a bunch of times. She always tries to pay for our meals. She invited me to her friends house who has a family and is like 40 years old. The saddest part is that i never knew she liked me. I even laid my legs on her lap just to relax as i wanted. Though I should of made a move on her. For the most part i thought she was just being really really nice because she doesn't seem like a whore so i took it as that.

I guess things got awkward after the carnival. She drove me home. As we were driving she was talking about flavoured condoms but i was in my own world so i didn't know if there were signs coming up for indicators of interest or something. Anyways we sat in the truck and talked a little bit about if she was going to go again she'll call me. I thought then there I should of gone in for the kiss but I was afraid and didn't think she was interested in me. So I just said good bye and went home. After that I went to the carnival again with a friend and saw her but she didn't see me. I texted her im at the carnival with a friend. what about you and she said she was too so she didn't lie to me unless she knew i saw her which i don't think. anyways she asked if my friend was cute and i replied not as much as me. After that we haven't talked

I went back home for my vacation and never talked to her since. I got back and asked her if she wanted to goto the beach. it was my day off and she works night shift so shes free in the morning. she said she had to goto a wedding. whatever. i messaged her on facebook seeing if its connected to her cellphone. i got a picture message day later. it said "this guy was no where to be found" "then he said peek a boo and i $#%^ you not there he was." i didn't know what this was. I asked if she send me a picture message because my phones old and i didn't know i could recieve pictures. she said "yep" then i replied with i was on vacation and whatever thinking she was mad because i disappeared on her. Then i asked if she wanted to hang out for wings on wednesday. she said shes going to the city. then i asked if she wanted to goto a music festival on the weekend. she said shes going to a wedding. two weddings in 2 weeks. either shes busy or our friendship is over and I think i screwed up.