What is wrong with me?

don't feel like you will never love again because you will. i know it is easier for me to say because i am on the outside looking in but i have been in that very same spot before many years ago. it is hard to try and get over someone that you really love. your ex has apparently moved on and you need to focus on your future and not the past. If she cheated on you when you were together, then she wasnt the person for you to begin with. when you truly love someone, you would never cheat on them or do anything to hurt them intentionally that is why you must accept that she was not the right person for you. sometimes when you are looking to hard to find someone, it seems the less likely you are to find that right person. you are so young and have your whole life ahead of you. enjoy being around your family and friends. do things with them and eventually everything will fall in to place. i am a big believer in things happening for a reason. just give yourself time and enjoy life for a while, that special someone just might be right before your eyes but you just havent noticed yet because you have been too focused on your ex. hang in there, you will find your soul mate and when you do, you will look back on this time in your life and think what was i thinking..

...idk...I've just gotten so sick of waiting...and I haven't exactly been looking hard...I've been trying to take it easy, and hang with friends...but its so tough when my former best friend is obsessed with his g/f and no longer takes time to even chill for a night w/ me, another friend from hs is getting married and I have basically no girl-FRIEND's. I can't even meet women. Only girl I was good friends with and closest too for a long time was my ex...and I wish I could put back what was in place...but it was so long ago and she never seemed to ever give a $#%^. I wish I had someone to forget about everything! I'm always depressed, and haunted by what happened with her....regrets regrets regrets