a former friend

I have been harassing a girl I used to talk to and it can be considered stalking too. You see it all started in February when I started this online relationship with a girl. We started talking and fell in love. Fast forward to the her birthday on 16 May when I text her saying happy birthday and she replies thanks andy bear(which I now know was her accidentally calling me by her boyfriend's name) We continued talking and she still said she loved me and wanted me forever. Then close to the end of May she told me she was seeing somebody else. I was heartbroken but yet she texted back the next night saying she was wrong and still wanted me.

Then finally about 2 weeks ago she finally starting to stop contact with me except a couple times she said sorry to me. Finally last week she said she didn't want me anymore and she was sorry and for me to quit texting her. I became very depressed and followed that request to begin with but then I wondered if we could be friends. Sadly the answer was no. I took it hard but yet I couldn't quit trying to talk to her as a friend again. It's at the point now she will contact the cops if I continue it. She may already have contacted them I don't know.

I am sorry if this is the wrong forum. I just need advice on getting over my obsession with her. I need a way to move on and realize she doesn't want anything to do with. I need to live my life

I am sorry you are going through this. One thing is to tell yourself you could end up in serious trouble if you harrass her to the point when she calls the cops. Remind yourself of that whenever you want to get in touch with her. Another thing that comes to mind is distraction. What are your interests? Could you get involved in something to take your mind off this. I know it sounds silly but it can really work when your mind is obsessing over something to distract yourself with something else. The other thing about getting involved in something is you meet ppl. Do you have friends? Can you lean on them and maybe spend time hanging out with them. Time will make things better but please for now be careful you do not get yourself into trouble.

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